Good morning, my love, Gosh I MISS YOU. I feel like I cant make it no more, Why did God do this to me he knew I LOVE YOU SO. I know he cant change it back, but I could come be with you. You know I spend all my life looking for you, I guess 6 months was better than none? Bad day, I guess I won't depress you, Later
Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Well got up crying this morning, but not for long, I got myself together and got to work, I think I'm going to talk to someone who lost her son. Maybe I can get som relief from her. We will just have to see, I know If I dont get some of this work done I'm going to be in deep S**T. I love you we will talk later, you know it would be a whole lot easier if you had a phone in heaven, Really I dont know how you are making it without one, you called everybody you know first thing in the morning. LOL Miss you!!!
Monday, August 30, 2010

Well, I just got home after the benefit, Richy Marshell. Your friend Scott Shaver treated me like I was his best friend.
What's his problem. I felt sorry for him. My friend Emily says I have to get over this. I try It doesnt do any good. I going by the funeral home for classes. I got to do something.
Sunday, August 29, 2010

Well just got back from the benefit, Julie didnot work as hard on it as she did her cuz. I had two of your friends wanted to be friends with me Scott and cant rememberv the other one he painted with you. I cut Carla and Paula off my facebook. They make me sick, I'm going in the morning.l Scott will be there. Can I see the butterfy??LOVE YOU
Saturday, August 28, 2010

Today is your dad's benefit and tomorrow is Ricky's. I hope you are with me today, because I'm going to need you. Mike is working on the red car because I'm taking it to the benefit.l I feel empty today, no feeling at all. Maybe i'll write somemore this evening. I LOVE AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE!!!!! LATER
Saturday, August 28, 2010