Well, I think I'm going to Squeeze's and listen to the guy play the key board. Gosh, I'm just so lonely, my love, you know I go 2 steps forward and then 3 steps back. I'm asking God to help me. I'm askiing him to take this pain. Miss you and always will.
Sunday, September 5, 2010

I saw my friend my friend Pam Horka today, she thought you were cute. I'm so sorry you never got to meet some of my friends. I just tried to keep you all to my self. Gosh, I miss you. Are you sick of hearing that?
Well if you are you should have stayed here with me. I know GOD will tell me one of these day. Love you, my love.
Saturday, September 4, 2010

When and drank a couple beers with one of your friends last night. I'm going to start going to some grief meeting with Broussard's. God Lee I just dont know what to do any more. I sure hope they help cause I could use the help. Not good today. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!! Hope we meet soon.
Friday, September 3, 2010

My heart, just aches this morning. Do you think I'm every going to get thru this. I'm lonely, I want to cry. I just want to be in your arms. Why Lee Why did you have to leave me, life is not fair. I'll just put one foot in front of the other I guess, but I'm tired. LOVE YOU
Thursday, September 2, 2010

Good morning, I think your sister is coming down this weekend. You know what I dont have that hurting in side like someone cut me open as much as I use to. I just feel lost, dont know what to do next, empty just empty inside. I hope you are are having a ball, I guess you are, your mother, your daddy and Timi's little boy are there with you. You know when I meet you I had no idea that I was going to Love you so much, never plan on that. I always will, I always do, I miss you my love. Lets hope I make it to you, wait for me, dont every stop loving me.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010