Well, I'm writing you tonight because Triston call me tonight to invite me to Evadale at his school for breakfast for Grandparent day. I have to pick him up at 7:00 so I have to get up at 5:00. Today went pretty good. Sometimes I'll be just going down the street and I get this feeling of total lost, because you are not here. But its a little better. Then I get to you, you are going to be sorry that you left me. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, PLEASE WAIT FOR ME, MY LOVE
Thursday, September 9, 2010

Good morning my love. Went to the counselor today, made 3 steps forward and 2 back. Boy, I bet you are sick of this, I just wish I had some answers. Yesterday wasn't to bad maybe today will get better. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. GOD HELP ME!!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010

Well, went to the counselor yesterday and the appointment is today. Went to Grief support at Broussard's last night, I think this might work for me we'll have to wait and see. I think I got more done yesterday, than I have in the past month. My client, Dolly, said I was in a good mood, and full of joy..There were people at Support that had lost their husbands 3 months ago, they sure looked in better shape than me. Got lots of work to get done. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. Oh yea, I found a bumper for the red car and I found a bright yellow car in Baton Rouge for 2500.00 only thing no a/c no radio, radio I can get not sure about a/c. Keep looking. Love you!! Talk tomorrow.
Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Good Morning, Sweet Baby, I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm suppose to get some Royalties off my house and the oil wells in Amelia. The house next to me got a couple of thousand I dont know if I will get that much but any amount will help. I go to the counselor today at 1:00 and to the Grief support at Broussards tonight. Every since I screamed at God and told Him to take this pain, its been a llittle better not a lot but a little. I still LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. GOSH, I wish you new I was writing every day, I do Love you so. Got to go before I start Crying, I didn't know I could cry so much.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Well, I went to Squeeze's last night, got home about 8:30pm, the guy plays good you would love it, your kind of music. Today is hard, my chest feels like its being mashed to pieces, God when will I be free of this pain. I know you are doing great in heaven with God. Its the best place for you, I just don't know why I can't except it and move on. I LOVE YOU, MY LOVE TIL ME MEET AGAIN.
Monday, September 6, 2010