Judi, I just want to tell you that I miss you and love you. I am tring to help watch after Bootsie. I see your daughter hurting for you . She is just not the same person that she was before you left this world. She is losing all kinds of weight and she seems to be pushin people away. She gets upset faster now and wants to spend more time alone. But most of all she wishes she could have u back. Well have good rest and know that u are greatly missed.
Saturday, December 18, 2010

Mom, I came to see u last week. I left u a wreth that I made for you. It still kills me that u are not here. I dont know if I can take much more of this. I do know that on the 21st when its my birthday I will not be happy. I dont even want to do Christmas without u. I still think that it is not fair for the Lord to take u away from me. Ever since u left I have been losing weight and now I have lost a total of 94 lbs. I will write u later . I love you Mom. Love always and forever , Your daughter, Kelli
Thursday, December 16, 2010

Judi, Hello friend. Sure do miss you.I wont be much of a christmas with out u here.Miss u very much.I love you always. Love , donna
Thursday, December 16, 2010

Mom it is now Dec 1st. And in 20 days it will be my birthday and 1 year since we had our picture made. All 5 of us . Now u are gone and I am lost. I dont want to go on mom. I am tired of livin without u. I want to leave this world and be with u. I saw Abbie on Saturday she is growing up so big . She is now 2. I am going to make sure she remembers u. I showed her a pic of u in your weddin gown she called u a "princess" . I love and miss u mom.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Mom, Today is 10 months since u left and it is Thanksgiving . I didnt have much to be thankful for . All i wanted was you I miss u so much. These holidays are hard to face without you. Mom there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of u. I love you Mommy. Happy Thanksgiving my wondeerful Lady. I am going to try to come see u saturday.
Thursday, November 25, 2010