My Dearest Judi, It has been a year since u left us . And the time flew by . But I want you to know that I miss and love u so much. Kelli is really havin a hard time dealin with the fact she lost u. i call her from time to time to check on her and try to give her comfort and love. We love u. YOUR BEST FRIEND, Gaaary
Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Mom, It has almost been 1 year since you have left us. It has been hard for me to deal with it. Bootsie is doing great. Mom with every passin day I miss u more and more. I have reached out for someone to help me learn how to deal and cope with the loss of you, but as always people dont care to help anyone any more. I really need some sort of help I cant seem to be able to cope. I love you mom .Kisses to u . I will try to see u next week.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011

MOM HAPPY NEW YEAR! It is hard to face that in 24 days from today it will be 1 year that you have been gone. Mom I miss you so very much I dont know how much more of this I can take. It is not gettin any easier. I love you Mom . talk to u later i am cring again.
Saturday, January 1, 2011

Mom, Today is New Years Eve and u r not here. It is so hard for me to face day after day even more now. I miss u so very much. Donald is gettin harder and harder to deal with . I need you to tell me what to do. Lately I dont want to do anything at all .I dont care to eat or have any intrests any more. I love you mom.
Friday, December 31, 2010

Mom, It's chrismas and its not the same without you. I missed you so very much. Now in 5 days it will be New Years. and Shortly after that it will be 1 yr since u been gone and it is not gettin any easier. I love you so very much .I will be there to see you in January. Well mom I am cring again and its hard to leave you a message. Bootsie and I love and miss you.
Monday, December 27, 2010