Mom, Thanksgivin is on its way and so is the 10 month since u left me and Bootsie. It is hard to be happy with the upcoming holidays without u.Bootsie and I miss u so very much. I love u mom.
Monday, November 8, 2010

Mom Well it has been 9 months now and it still kills me everyday that you are not here. Mom I miss you so very much. I dont know what happened. All I know is i wish this was all a bad dream. Bootsie is doing great. She and I have become very close. I catch myself holding her more and more when i am upset and missin u which is all the time. . I love you mom. And Happy halloween.
Sunday, October 31, 2010

Mom, Well the time has come again and in a week you would have been gone 9 months. I am still having a very hard time with it. I wish I had someone to help me deal with the loss of you. I have been sick for the last week. I cant talk hardly and when I am alone I cry more. I am alone most of the time now. I feel it is harder each passing week and month to deal with the fact I will never hear your voice telling me that things will be ok. I Love you Mom!
Monday, October 18, 2010

Mom, The time is gettin longer since u left and the pain seems to be gettin harder. I find myself crying more everyday. I miss my wonderful "lady" so very much. I have your picture on my wallpaper on my phone just so I can have u with me every where i go. I love you mom please watch over me.
Thursday, October 7, 2010

Mom, The last couple of days have been sad for me. I was going thru some pics on my myspace and I found some pictures I had of you. I miss you so very much . Mom there are times that I wish that this was just a bad dream. and I would wake up and you would be here. But I wake up and realize u are not going to be here to make everything ok for me any more. Mom this hurts so much. Why did u leave me? I love you and miss you so very much.
Monday, October 4, 2010