My dear love, last night was hard, but I made it. I miss you so much I just dont know what to do. Oh well, the city of beaumont just showed up at my job to tell me they are cutting off the water, that's lovely. Come on God, enough is enough. I llike my clients, its my boss that is the problem. I'm going to Nacol's at lunch today, to help Renee to balance her books. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY LOVE, PLEASE HELP ME, I NEED YOU SO, CAN'T HARDLY WAIT UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!! SWEET BABY
Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Love you, Sweetie, missing you, but I'm going to a painting class friday, going to paint the first picture to go into my bedroom. Then I'm going to the Woodlands at the end of the month to do another. Trying to keep business. Talk to Timi yesterday, paid her phone to keep it where I can get her when I want her. She says she's come to start over we will see. Tonight is grief support at Broussards, last night was ACTS class that I'm on team for in February,2011. Just got back from voting. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Good morning, lover. I know I haven't written in a couple of days but that don't mean you haven't been on my mind the whole time. I told my friend Marty before he died to tell you I still love you as much if not more than I did before you left. You will like Marty he lived life to the fullest, just like you did, but he never met his soul mate like you did in the end. I got that empty feeling in my soul today. Gosh I love you, you were the man!! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE FOREVER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS.
Monday, November 1, 2010

Hi Sunshine, missing you this morning, but nothing new I miss you every morning. Gosh, how can anyone LOVE someone so much in such a fairly short time? You were my Soul Mate, thats for sure. Going to Marty's visitation today, hope I can hold up to it. Since you passed I no longer go home down Major, can't stand to pass Broussard's, so now I go home down Dowlen, that's got to be weird. Going to work I LOVE AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KNOW YOU ARE LOVED BY ME, UNCONDITIONLY.
Friday, October 29, 2010

Loving you this morning, wanted to wake up to you this morning, but I guess that won't happen no more. I love you! I'm so afraid that when we meet again, you won't love me with the passion you love me here. All I can do is hope and have faith. "No one can promise they'll never hurt you cuz at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain." And baby you are well worth the pain. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME.
Thursday, October 28, 2010