Good morning my love, missed you last night. Went and listen to the keyboard man. It was good; got home about 8:30 or 9:00, ate some soup and tried to go to bed took 2 sleeping pills, still couldn't sleep, guess I'll sleep good tonight. Got lots of work to do write later, my love. Going to ACTS Retreat tonight. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, I WANT YOU BACK, MY LOVE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!!!
Monday, November 8, 2010

Well, didn't get the paint today, didn't get up until 4:00 pm, dont know why I sleep so much here lately. I got to do a Projected Statement for Hill's today, I'm going to work on it when I get through writting you. I'm going to liston to the Keyborard man. And have a couple of beers, that blows me to I never drank beer while you were alive. Don't know why, God's got so much explaining to do. ILOVE YOU MY LOVE ALL MY LIFE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!
Sunday, November 7, 2010

When shopping for somemore stuff for the bedroom and the yard in front. Rene' got here at 1:30 I was still asleep, I when to sleep at 10:30pm Friday, guess depression is sneaking in again. But doesnt last as long as it use to. I'm going to get the paint tomorrow to start on the bedroom. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL MY SOUL MATE.
Saturday, November 6, 2010

My heart is empty this morning, I want you here with me. My chest feels like someone is sitting on it. Do you think I'm going to feel good again? Gosh, God help me with this problem, I have asked, I should recieve something from you. I guess today is just a bad day, to night Court and I are going to paint at Painting with a twist the painting is Breakfast at Tiffitys. I got all new stuff for my bedroom, its going to be black and white with red accents. Need to paint the walls, see if you were here you could do that for me, my little painter. Its been 4 months now I reallly need to get into my bedroom and quit sleeping on the couch. I'm going to try and get things ready to do that this weekend. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT!!! I just didn't think you were going to be my everything in the beginning. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER!!!
Friday, November 5, 2010

Hey, good morning, I must have said something I wasn't suppose to because yesterday's message isn't on here. I got to watch that, have no idea what I said. All I ever says is I love you and miss you, and don't know why God took you away, I'll never figure that one out. He took my soul and my soul mate. Sometimes the pain in my chest is unreal. MISS YOU BABY, AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER TELL YOU, MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN HIS ARMS UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.
Thursday, November 4, 2010