Travis Lee Meadows

Love you

Well, Lee Meadows, I dont know what to do, Im driving my brother crazy and my kids are worried sick over me. My counselor went from once a week to every three days. I just cant get over you dying. Im not sure this writing to you every day is good for me. We had so many plans, but I know you are in a better place, but I just cant let go. MISS YOU SO TERRIBLE MUCH AND LOVE YOU. Later my love!

Well, went to counselor today go back Monday. A tough weekend coming up, Your Birthday is Sunday and we were getting married Monday, what a hell of a week. I miss you and love you. I know you are in heaven with God but I sure could use you down here on earth.

You know you told me your mother told you water was going to get you one day and it did. Also, you were going to go before me and you did. You said you loved me forever and I hope you do. God, I miss you.

Well, baby, looks like Im not going to Colorado, no tubing down the Colorado River, Me & you. But when I go I'll take you with me. LOVE YOU TILL THE END!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When to Pauls last night. He help me with my new laptop computer. Stop and saw a friend, Diane, we are going to eat crab at Delta Downs Friday before I leave for Colorado. Gosh, I miss you, have not hear from Timi since Friday, not sure what she is up to. No telling. Love and miss you.

When to Squeeze's last night to hear the guy play the keyboard. Also when motorcycle riding without a helmet that was stupid. Gosh I miss you. LOVE YOU!!

Yes, me and you are going tubing down the Colorado River, If its pretty enought I might leave a little of you. You will go ever I go. Last night we went and to hear the Cadillac's play, not all of them were there. Met a old school friend there, I dont know if you knew him, Joe Hillman. I got home about 10.
I LOVE YOU,BABY...... YOU ARE EVERYTHING!!!!!

Still going to the counselor, she said I needed to take a trip, she told me that Thursday and Friday a friend told me her sister backed out of a trip to Co. all paid . So Im going taking you with me. Loving you always. Hope to see you soon.

Hey, Sweetie, I'm trying so hard to make it without you. My chest aches, my head hurts. I just want to be with you. Oh, God why you? Please Lee help me. I LOVE you with all my heart and soul. As you can tell not a good day. LOVE & MISS you.