Happy Birthday babe, I love you and miss you so very much. You have been on my mind all day. I don't know if anyone else remembers your day but I do. Today I thought about things in our past life together; the good times and the bad times; your sickness and the day you left me to be with God. I know thats what we all want but I wanted us to make it to our 30th anniversary at least but it wasn't meant to be; we only made it to 27 1/2 years of marriage. I miss you so much. Happy Birthday my darling.
Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Hey babe, i miss you & wish you didn't have to leave but God wanted you more than He thought I needed you. Things are really touch right now. Adam & April aren't getting along and I let her & little Jaxon move in w/me. I know she loves Adam but she is so messed up. I think she is going thru the "mothers blues". Curtis passed away Sunday and of course Adam's attention is to his mom and he is also grieving. Sorry I'm writing you all my troubles but your not here to talk to me. Oh I also made a few "enemies" with your family & ex-family. You know how we were always alone, just the two of use. Kids nor grandkids ever came by. Well now it's just me. Your brother J.T. acted so concerned about me but never calls to ck on me. Now Red and SISSY are posting on facebook about all the good old times and J.T. it's like I never existed. So I told them how I feel; of course I probably made more of it than I should but w/everything going on between Adam & April I missed my meds for 2 days. YOU know how I get when I miss them. I love you and just feel better writing my feelings to you. Of J, I'm so lost w/o you.
I'll love your forever
Monday, February 13, 2012

Hello my darling. I miss you and think about you everyday. You know how you use to say it was just you & me together. Well now it's just me and JJ. I know you said no more dogs but he gives me a lot of company....chasing after him, cleaning up after him cause he tears up paper if he gets to it before I can. Oh baby things hard really tough right now. It seems like everything is going wrong. I've had nothing but trouble with the car & wish we had never bought anything from Philpott's. Trying to keep up the house and the yard is so hard so all of it only gets half done. When I went to take a shower abut 1 a.m. I have no water. I checked the pump & there is no water pressure but there is a leak at the bk of the house. Gor free check up from Entergy for effeciency of the house & they say I need to add insulation but the whole house needs rewiring; I don't know how much that will cost. Joe Dehart will give me an estimate and I will have him do it cause as you true friend I know he will do right by me. All those you use to help all the time have done nothing for me; not even Cory or Harry B. I know I can tell you these things but it helps me to write to you . You have alsways been my rock; just wished you would have taught me more about the upkeep of everything.
I love you J.W.
Mable
Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Happy Anniversary Honey, I love you and think of you every day. You know we were suppose to make it 30 yrs. but you left me before our 28th; if God would have left you with me for a little while longer but He knows what is best. The last several months of your life were so hard on you; your old damaged heart just couldn't keep working; it was so hard to watch you struggling to breathe. I'll never ever forget your last words to me, "moma , I'm dying" as I tried to help you breathe. It was just you & me alone and now it is just me. There is so much that you should have showed me to do take care of our home but I'm learning little by little. I know you loved me and felt it was things you needed to do, you protected me so much. Thank you for loving me enough to put up with me for 27 1/2 yrs. I will always treasure that love and hope you know how much I truly loved you and still do. Watch over me J.W. and if God lets you, give me a little sign that everythings ok. I am so lonely without you.
Friday, August 26, 2011

Hi baby, its me. It's amost 3 a.m. and as usual having hard time going to bed. One thing about it, when I go to bed, the minute my head hits that pillow, I'm out! It's because I would have to wear myself out until I could hardly keep my eyes open. ordered you military headstoane but I am going to put it at your feet. I haven't ordered our headstone, still figure out what to get. funny, we had just talked about going to start looking for our headstone. You know you were always there for anyone needing your help.
No one has posted anything sense I did back on the 28th of February. I guess it's like they say, 'out of sight out of mind.
I just want to tell you I love & miss you

Mable Marie

Wednesday, April 13, 2011