Hey, there, hope you are having the time of your life. I'm just dying in side, missing you so much. I just seem to get things going. My house is still just a mess, still can't sleep in my bed. I know things will get better, just dont know when. I got a lot of work coming up, hope that that will help. I just miss you so much. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOUR IN MY HEART FOREVER.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011

I'm going to try and start a new life, if I can. I think the new year was a lot harder than Christmas. I made it but bearly. I didnt know that I could miss someone so much. Loving you was the easiest thing I every did!! God gave me two soul mates, I dont think I'll get a third. You were the life of my soul and I will always love you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I'LL HOLD YOU IN MY SOUL AND HEART.
Tuesday, January 4, 2011

God I'm so glad I'm home. I didn't like not talking to you. I got to Tyler at 2:00 New Year eve and was a sleep by 7:00PM New Year eve. If you would have been here I would still be up having the best time of my life. Gosh, I miss you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.........
Monday, January 3, 2011

Bad day, awful. On my way to Tyler. I'll be glad when all the holidays are over. Can't hardly stand it any more. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. YOU ARE EVERYTHING!!
Friday, December 31, 2010

Hey, Sweetie, well I'm getting ready to go to Lafayette, to do the painting tonight. Then in the morning I'm going to do a payroll, then I'm off to Tyler, I dont know if I'll be able to talk to you because your brother loss his internet. So, if you dont hear from me you will know where I'm at. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL.
Thursday, December 30, 2010