Hey, there, missing you alot. Whats you and Timi doing? I talk to Barry this morning, he's not doing to good. Sammy took me off his facebook, his lost not mine. He made his choice, he now has to live with it. I sleep all day long. Fixing to go back to sleep. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
Saturday, February 19, 2011

Just got back from Tulsa, OK, it was 10 hrs up there Wednesday and 10 hrs back today. We buried your Sister, Timi. Barry is a basket case. The whole thing was awful. Sammy or Toni didnt come because they though Timi didnt want to be buried. I really didnt care, just as long as I got to see her and tell her bye. She looked great, Barry got her a beautiful casket and buried her in a cemetery that was beautiful with tall Pine trees around her. They are going to have a memorial for her in Tyler, Saturday. I hope things go great. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. WAIT FOR ME, MY LOVER.
Friday, February 18, 2011

God help me, please. I talk to Dana last night for 6 hours, she had a lot to say, about how much she love you and Timi, I'm talking about UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. I told her that I wanted that picture that Timi painted with me the first of December, 2010. Poor Barry called me today, to tell me he wanted me to have the picture, I could have jump thru the phone to thank him. I think I'm going to Tulsa,OK tomorrow even if the funeral is not Friday. Sammy called me yesterday, they are having a memorial for Timi Saturday in Tyler. I'm trying to get to both. You Meadows are killing me,litterly, what is next, Toni, your little sister, liver is dying, no transplant, you know why. I LOVE YOU, SWEET BABY, AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. WAIT FOR ME, I will need you when I get there. "Sister-in-law", I love you too.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Well must have done something wrong, yesterday hasn't come up yet. Talk to Dana, think Timi's funeral will be Saturday. I'm ready to go to Tulsa, I want and need to see Timi, because like you I dont want to believe it. How can God do this? When I lost you, your sister became attached to my Hip, counted on me to do it all for her, like she did you. Now she is gone. I just need to keep it together and things will work out I guess. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY LOVE. WAIT FOR ME.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Good Morning, you two. I talked to Dana last night. I hope to go by Tyler and get the picture of Marilyn, that Timi done. I know you two are sitting up there laughting at me. You know I'm going to get even with ya'll, maybe not today or tomorrow, but some day. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. "LOVE DOESN'T MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND, BUT IT MAKES THE RIDE WORTH WHILE." I love you, Lee, oh and you to Timi, my heart felt friend.
Monday, February 14, 2011