God my chest hurts, Why Lee, just tell me Why, I loved you so. Not a good day, but then no day is a good day anymore. Well before I get cut off of here I guess I better go. Remember: UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND MAYBE MORE!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE. WAIT FOR ME.
Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Good morning my LOVE, I promise I'm going to do better, I know you don't want me to be lost in this whirl wind. I'm trying to get my life back on schedule, the best way I can. I know that any minute I'm going to wake up and you are going to be holding me and says," It okay, baby, everything is going to be okay." Nobody should have to hurt the way I do, God should be able to do something. I just want one more hour with you. I just have to know everything is okay with you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. You're the man!!
Tuesday, March 8, 2011

Hey sweet baby, miss you, it gets harder everyday, to write. Should it not be getting easier? ? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. I'm really going to miss you when summer gets here, you were such a summer guy.
Monday, March 7, 2011

Another week is passed, gosh, I miss you you think things will every get better? I'm just beated. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, LOVE ME!!!
Friday, March 4, 2011

Hey, my love, I went home at 4:00, got on the couch and took a pain pill and when to sleep, Dana called and woke me up at 8:30pm when back to sleep until this morning. I could sleep 24/7. I dont hurt when I'm a sleep. Going to work at Nacols today at noon when I get through at Bruce's. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVING YOU ALWAYS..
Thursday, March 3, 2011