Today is Meagan's Birthday, spend most of the day with her. I just want to take her and take care of her. How do people get so far down. To day has been bad. I LOVE AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.......
Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Hi, I miss talking to you everyday, Vegas was good, Courtney played great, I left before she did so I don't know how much she won. I know they were in the money just where I'm not sure. But of course, as soon as I hit the City Limits of Beaumont everything came down around my feet. You know it's just so hard to fill this big old hole in my heart. You know loving you was great, the best, losing you was the worst thing I ever had to do. But I'm so happy you picked me what we had there are a lot of people who never have that kind of love. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me!!!
Monday, August 29, 2011

Imma hurtin Leee! Heres sumthin for us.. I'm sorry I lost you but WE only KNOW how to relate!
Life ain't always beautiful!
Sometime it's just plain hard!
Life can knock you down! It can break your heart like WE KNOW!
Life aint always beautiful ... you think your on your way and it's just a dead end road at the end of the day!
But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wiser and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time to make you stronger!
NO life AINT always beautiful...
Tears will fall and fall!
But life with you was a beautiful ride!
Life aint allways beautiful
Allmost EVERY minute of the day I miss your smile!
I get tired of walking all these lonely miles without you!
I just wish for just one minute we could back up the time and be happy once again! Before anything else you tried to create as a life!
I can try to dream but life don't work that way... but the struggles make me stronger and the struggles make me wiser!
Happiness has it's own sweet time of takin it's place...but know that you are gone where is that place?
NO life aint always beautiful but I guess I will be fine! We will SEE! Will you see that I am?
I will allways love you LEE! IMMA so sorry you let go as you wanted us to start again! MAYBE I could of saved you as I did in the past! I'm so sorry things had to end this way!!


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Miss me??? I'm in Vegas since the 20th until the 27th. When to Fremont St. and rode the zipline. Having a good time. Courtney got in the money but is out now. It's hard to get to write and will write again Saturday. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING
Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Wednesday was awful. I missed you so much I didn't think I was going to make it. I'm not sure why I'm still here, but I'm sure Gods got a plan, just wish I knew what it was. I can't wait until we meet again, I'm never going to let go of you. I'm going to hold on with all my might.I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my love.
Thursday, August 18, 2011