Hey, Sweetie, slept until noon today. I've been doing alot of that lately. I just can't wait wish I could see their faces....Now that I laid in bed most of the day I need to get to work..Talk to "Toni Jean, she's got to go pay some tickets or do time....She's crying dont want to do time.....Maybe we can get the tickets paid......I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me, until we meet again......
Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Well, Sweet baby, Saturday & Sunday wasn't much better,but a little. I'll take anything. When will the pain in my chest go away, when I get satisfaction about your death????? I think Sammy finally forgave me about Timi's funeral or at least I hope so. Gosh, Lee, He looks so much like you!!!!Got to get to work, know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING!!!!! Wait for me, baby.......
Monday, February 6, 2012

Gosh, Lee, my heart hurts so bad today, Please do something...I need to know you are here....What was God thiniking????? I know you are in a better place, just let me feel you smile.....UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.
Friday, February 3, 2012

Missing you this morning, no one to drink coffee with and no one's phone ringing. No one to say turn the TV on lets see what the weather is.19 months ago my life stopped....I love you Lee Meadows, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me......
Friday, February 3, 2012

Good morning, my love...I'm so tired I don't know what to do. To old for all this work..Talk to Sammy yesterday, everthing is going good. YEA!!!!! I just want people to know that they can't do this to you..I waited so long for you and in a minute you were gone....gone forever. My heart will hurt forever..I long for your smile, your little fat hands..God, I love you so much will this ever get better..Got to go...I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING..Wait to me....
Thursday, February 2, 2012