Today is November 13th 2010 , just 14 days that you will be gone for 1 year. I still miss you, but things are getting better . I'm trying to take care of myself but heart has other ideas. I know God has my life mapped out for me so whatever will be will be.
I still haven't seen Sean, I guess you know that Jennifer and Devin are going to be married in May of 2012. She hopes you will be there to give her away in spirit. She misses you so still. Her and Devin are taking good care of BooBoo.
Cricket follows me around everywhere since you have been gone. Sibyl is going to stay here and take care of me in my old age. Everything is going well here, we have remolded the inside of house, and I must say it look good. Enjoy yourself in heaven with your family and with The Holy Family.
Love you dearly,
Your loving wife,
Sylvia
Saturday, November 13, 2010

Good morning Sweetheart. It is October 15, 2010, a lot has been going on.Sibyl has moved in with me since June 5th. I asked her to stay and take care of me till I go to meet my Lord. There is a lot of hostility going round. Kevin has disowed me and he doesn't know what he is missing, he also disowned his mother. If that is the way it is to be than so be it.
I don't see anyone much, kids and grandkids. I see Savannah, Caden and Bryce now and then.
They are disspoint in me for letting Sibyl live with me and for me renting out front b/r to the man she is going to marry. Sibyl and Jimmie are taking care of me, the house and yard. And I have company, no one came since you passed, Kim painted our room and Kenton put crown molding , I was trying to sell house and I wasn't going to just give away our home. I have decided to stay where I am till I depart of this life. Well Jim, Christine, and John came and mowed yard a couple of times. You know me, I won't ask any of my children to do anything for me. If they don't know I am lonley shame on them.
I love you still and am not interest in going out with a man, I'll never marry again.
Friday, October 15, 2010

It's been 43 days since your passing. I still miss you my love. I find it hard to read the notes written to you without crying. I watced the Video of your memorial service and it made me cry , I guess I just wasn't up to watching it yet.
I'm still trying to get things settled and get bills paid. I'll be getting your SS instead of mine , since yours is higher, it sure will help me. I know you are without pain or sadness.
I know you were happy to see your mother, Dad, Shirlee and Guy. Think of me sometimes and let me know you think of me too. I love you my darling.
Your darling wife, Sylvia
Saturday, January 9, 2010

Just wanted to wish you a Happy Birthday
Saturday, December 5, 2009

Today it is your birthday. I swear I heard you say something to me in my ear and felt your breath. on me. I think you were reminding me that you loved me..It is so lonley without you at my side.I didn't know I would miss you this much. Happy birthday my love.I love you and miss you so much.
Saturday, December 5, 2009