I'm not even sure what to type here. Since I had not heard from you in a few days, I tried to text and call and email and when there was no reply, I knew something was wrong. When I found out what, I just died inside. Words cannot describe how I feel. The last five years have been the light of my life. You were the light of my life. I will miss you desperately and mourn for you forever. Life was so cruel to you and it seemed that when we were together, we were both happy and when we were apart, we were always looking forward to the next time. You were so excited that you were going to be able to make Keegan's birthday so special and I was so happy to put that smile on your face and to help you be the best mommy in the world. I hurt and ache at the thought of your absence, of never seeing your smile again and I ache for the thought of Keegan growing up without you. When he is older, I will tell him about you! I will make sure he knows you were so amazing and that you loved him more than life itself. I will miss you Liz. I will miss being the only person to call you that and I will miss talking to you. I will miss laughing with you. More than anything...more than life, I loved you and cherished you. I still do. Tuesday, October 13, 2015 |