Well Baby Girl, ~Tomorrow~ will be one month the Lord took you by the hand to his heavenly Kingdom. The Pains and Worries are now all gone, for in Heaven you are now free of all you feared. As Your Mom, the Love NEVER stops, not even in Death, the Love just Grows More everyday. I cannot say I do not Cry, because I do, from Missing You !! I wish with every thing good in me that this is all a Dream. Yet, I know that it is true, that I will never see you again, until I too get called to Heaven. The Pain in my heart will never go away, I can only try to carry on my days. Your babies are well and growing up just fine, you taught them well Momma, they hold their heads High with each passing day. The Dad they know so well, is making sure all stays well. I know your are Happy and Peaceful high in the Heavens, for in your arms you hold your Angel Em, with that glowing smile we ALL know so well. Your time here with us was short, yet the time we had was worth the years of watching you become who you are. To each of us was a lesson learned by having you in our lives, but most of all, WE watched YOU be Courageous and Strong. I always told you there was Nothing you could do to make me ever stop loving you, and the night before God took you home, I got to hear your voice on the phone to say to me one Last Time, " I Love You Mom." Those are the words I will hold in my heart forever,til the end of time, and all eternity. I cannot say I won't Cry, I can only say "I will try."
I love you Totto Til we meet AGAIN ~Mom~
Wednesday, October 8, 2014 |