Travis Lee Meadows

Back from the beach, we let balloons go for you...I know how much you loved, some of your family when you ask me to move away from Tyler and Fannett with you....Nobody knows how much you loved me but me and God and you....Courtney said she can't believe that she almost carryed you baby for us..I'm not so sure, at least I would have a part of you...Tell Timi I miss her...And so does Shelby. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me.........

Well, its been two years and I don't think you realize how much you are missed. We think about you and miss you everyday. Nanny got her new house built and it is beautiful, you would be so proud-I know how much you loved her. Aunt Cora comes and spends the night with her alot and we sit around and talk about all the fun times we all had together when you were still with us. I know how much you loved Aunt Cora too, wish ya'll would have stayed together, then you might still be here with us today. I know the last months of your life you weren't happy (all the turmoil, etc.) you had going on. I know you are in a better place but this world just isn't the same without your beautiful smile. R.I.P. Leelo, we love you so much!

Well on my way to get groceries for the beach...Please stay in my heart for the next few days to help me thru. REMEMBER: I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.......

Boy, are you loved??? My heart is getting heavy the closer it gets to 7/2.
Two years is a long time for your heart to ache..Still don't know what God was thinking!! Just can't let you go yet.. I love you, Lee, with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.. Wait for me....

Good morning, Sunshine....I'm getting stuff ready for the beach..Finally, got Louise's audit done...Talk to Sammy Dale and Toni Jean, yesterday. All seems to be doing good...Missing you like a fat kid misses cake....WITH ALL MY LOVE, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING...Wait for me......

"Bleeding Love"


Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love




REMEMBERING you ! July 2! TWO yeas without you Bubba!

If I should stay...
I would only be in your way...
So Il go...
But I kno....Ill think of you EVERY step of the way!

AND I WLL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!

YOU... MY DARLING YOU!!!

Bitter sweet memories...
that is ALL IM takin with me.
So good bye...
PLEASE dont cry!
WE both know im not what you need!
(You NEVER KNEW WHAT you needed MR FREE spirit!)
And I will ALWAYS LOVE you!
I will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

I hope ever life will treat you kind ( CAUSE its HELL on earth the way u left me! SURVIVIN is a day to day path without you! I think of you EVERYDAY!)
and I hope you got all that you dreamed of... cause you left and I REALLY dont know if you were at your best place! BUT what was a happy platoe with you Bubba when your poor wreached life was so screwed up? YOU and I knew ALL the details and still you were my LOVE and my BEST friend! WE had THAT ubnderstanding Bubba! YOU know THAT!

BUT ABOVE EVERYTHING I VE ALLWAYS WISHED YOU LOVE!!
I WILL ALL WAYS AND FOREVER TILL MY POOR SICKENED HEART THAT HAS BEEN BLESSED WITH THE MEADOW CURSE.......
TO ALLWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART AND FOREVER LOVE!

I WILL ALL WAYS LOVE YOU!!
REMEMBERING you SUGGIE .....CANT believe its been 2 years since you have left all of us who love you soo dearly! PLEASE watch over me and protect and guide me as I make it through this day to day life without my LOVE and MY BESTEST friend YOU! LEE......
ILL allways LOVE YOU!

Well, I'm sure you know, that Meagan is with child...I just told you a while back, that I was not happy with the way she was living her life. Well, I'm really not happy now... But I'll stand beside her..I don't know what I expected, she didn't have a chance from the beginning. I'm working on the yard, planted your moss roses.....Be going to the beach next Sunday, taking you with me..I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Hey, smiley, you and me will be the only ones smiling. LOL You know God don't like ugly...Didn't happen that way..I can just see you with that ring on your finger all swollen up around it....Pass the lotion, somebody!!! Got to get to work, LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me......

Good morning, Sunshine, I'm back at work, just loving your smile. I'm going to take care of you, I told you I would and I will..My brother is working on you little table I got from Toni Jean, so I can take you off the fireplace and put you in the bedroom..I've let my life go after you died but I'm slowly trying to get it back...I'm just sorry I didn't marry you when you first ask,,,,can't do anything about that now....Got to get to work, LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me....