Travis Lee Meadows

Oh, Lee, I miss you so much...There is no way you could have know how much you were going to be missed. I'm flying out on the 20th for McAllen and back to Houston on the 27th...I'm going to Joy's and Rodney's for Thanksgiving...I'm taking Shelby to Italy on 6/10/13 for 11 days, and her mothers going to. Three generations....This should be great.....Shelby is crazy about the pig I got in Mexico to put your ashes in... It looks so cute...I still have not gotten my other tatoo. I hope I can get it next week.. I got to get back to work, KNOW, that I will always LOVE YOU. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......Wait for me, my love.....

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART....UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....

Its been a long time, since I talk to you. When to grief support tonight. I thought if I didn't write I would feel better.....But I don't...You know life moves on, but mine hasn't. Why?? Why can't I let go....I just can't wrap my mind around this pain....My broken heart.....Gosh, we had a lot of plans, now there is nothing..but tears and heart ache, its hard to breath..Some days I feel great, and its like I have run into a stone wall. I just don't know what GOD was thinking, to take you away...I love you with all my heart, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me.......

When to grief support last night. I just can't get thru it. If I had your smiling face just one more day. Say all the things I didn't say and want to now. My heart and soul was so loved by you. I love you Lee..Until my heart stops beating... I'll never find another like you....

Loving you, still sick.....Until my heart stops beating....

Been sick since I got back from Mexico. If not better by tomorrow I'm going to the doctor. I still have that yard to do. I got most of the stuff. Just need to do it. Know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING..I got to go lay down... Wait for me.....

Hey, there. I'm back you wouldn't believe it. It was beautiful, calm, and no stress. My phone didn't work either. LOL I got me a front porch light. And I got you a basket weave pig, I'm going to put your ashes in it. You would love it. Going to get the tatoo with the eye in it this week sometime. I read the books, "Heaven is for Real" AND "Ninety Minutes of Heaven" while I was there. They helped me a little. But nothing helps with the pain in my heart, and I guess nothing will...Just know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me..

Well, I'm here......It will take your breath away......I think I'm hooked. There is nothing like Zihuatanejo.....cliffs, beaches, sun, water and fun..........I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......Wait for me.......

Well, I think things are over now, I'm happy, I don't think the others are. I got what I wanted, for everbody to know I know they took his ring and necklace and put it in her jewelry box and it didn't happen the way they said it did and they had to spend a little money, about 5,000. I think now I can start getting pass losting you. I will NEVER forget you, but just to be able to breathe free. I feel like I knew you all my life. I think I felt like you did when you told me you felt like you loved me all your life. Know I love you with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING...Wait for me....

Another 30 hours of sleep, You know if you sleep you have no pain. I guess my soul knows that so thats why I sleep so much. Going to try and do better my moving on. Know that I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me......