Travis Lee Meadows

I go to the counselor today,its been 5 weeks, dont seen to get any better. Your sister, Timi, has been staying with me for about 3 days, going to get your death certificate tomorrow,
maybe. I got a lot of work to do, just dont have the heart to do it. I dont understand how come more people dont follow their mates to the other side, it would be so easy. Except you might not get to go to heaven. I miss you so much it is unbeliveable.
I hope we get to meet again with the same love and passion as we had before. I LOVE YOU So.

Oh God, Why does it hurt so much. Why does people want to take what we had. I will never forget you. or stop loving you!! You have got to help me Lee. I LOVE YOU. Dont leave me here alone to hurt, do something!!!

Today is your dad's funeral. Your sister, Timi is here, havent seen her yet cant wait. Gosh, I wish we had more time together, I think we could do all the things you want to do. Loving you made my life worth living, I have loved before, but not like this, I so hope it was not in vain. Missing you!!!

Your dad's funeral is at 1:00pm Tues. the 3rd. I'll be there I told you I would. Ask your dad for the ring, I send it with him couldnt take it a way from him. I didnt want it back, you did so you discuss that with him now. I'm trying to get that shirt you had on the night we left everybody at Julies' birthday party, to keep and hold. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

when to your dad's today was not a good thing. Had to tell Aunt Betty how I felt about things. Took Meagan to get a pedicure and to eat at Crazy Jose's in Lumberton. Got to go to work in the morning about 5. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

Your Dad die tonight, you should already know now. Was it great to see him? I wish it was me. I LOVE YOU

Went to see your dad and Meagan yesterday. Going to pick up Meagan Sunday and do something with her. Dont know what but something. Going to go put some flowers at the pond this evening for you. LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Went to the counselor today, she wants to see me next Thursday. I guess in time I will be able to say your name and not cry. I just dont want to let go of you. You were everything to me, for that time and I love you dearly.

Gosh, I wish you're here just one more day. I love and miss you. I dont need to tell you anything you knew I loved you I just want you to hold me and tell me you love me again. not that you didnt tell me a hundred million times. Just to hear your voice. You know I call your cell phone so I can hear your voice. Silly Hun? Love you talk tomorrow.

Well today is a llittle better than the last three. Still miss you something awful, the emply feelilng in my chest is unbearable sometimes. I miss you and love you so much.Till we meet again!!!!!!!