Travis Lee Meadows

Well, I think I'm going to Squeeze's and listen to the guy play the key board. Gosh, I'm just so lonely, my love, you know I go 2 steps forward and then 3 steps back. I'm asking God to help me. I'm askiing him to take this pain. Miss you and always will.

I saw my friend my friend Pam Horka today, she thought you were cute. I'm so sorry you never got to meet some of my friends. I just tried to keep you all to my self. Gosh, I miss you. Are you sick of hearing that?
Well if you are you should have stayed here with me. I know GOD will tell me one of these day. Love you, my love.

When and drank a couple beers with one of your friends last night. I'm going to start going to some grief meeting with Broussard's. God Lee I just dont know what to do any more. I sure hope they help cause I could use the help. Not good today. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!!!! Hope we meet soon.

My heart, just aches this morning. Do you think I'm every going to get thru this. I'm lonely, I want to cry. I just want to be in your arms. Why Lee Why did you have to leave me, life is not fair. I'll just put one foot in front of the other I guess, but I'm tired. LOVE YOU

Good morning, I think your sister is coming down this weekend. You know what I dont have that hurting in side like someone cut me open as much as I use to. I just feel lost, dont know what to do next, empty just empty inside. I hope you are are having a ball, I guess you are, your mother, your daddy and Timi's little boy are there with you. You know when I meet you I had no idea that I was going to Love you so much, never plan on that. I always will, I always do, I miss you my love. Lets hope I make it to you, wait for me, dont every stop loving me.

Good morning, my love, Gosh I MISS YOU. I feel like I cant make it no more, Why did God do this to me he knew I LOVE YOU SO. I know he cant change it back, but I could come be with you. You know I spend all my life looking for you, I guess 6 months was better than none? Bad day, I guess I won't depress you, Later

Well got up crying this morning, but not for long, I got myself together and got to work, I think I'm going to talk to someone who lost her son. Maybe I can get som relief from her. We will just have to see, I know If I dont get some of this work done I'm going to be in deep S**T. I love you we will talk later, you know it would be a whole lot easier if you had a phone in heaven, Really I dont know how you are making it without one, you called everybody you know first thing in the morning. LOL Miss you!!!

Well, I just got home after the benefit, Richy Marshell. Your friend Scott Shaver treated me like I was his best friend.
What's his problem. I felt sorry for him. My friend Emily says I have to get over this. I try It doesnt do any good. I going by the funeral home for classes. I got to do something.

Well just got back from the benefit, Julie didnot work as hard on it as she did her cuz. I had two of your friends wanted to be friends with me Scott and cant rememberv the other one he painted with you. I cut Carla and Paula off my facebook. They make me sick, I'm going in the morning.l Scott will be there. Can I see the butterfy??LOVE YOU

Today is your dad's benefit and tomorrow is Ricky's. I hope you are with me today, because I'm going to need you. Mike is working on the red car because I'm taking it to the benefit.l I feel empty today, no feeling at all. Maybe i'll write somemore this evening. I LOVE AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE!!!!! LATER