Travis Lee Meadows

Hi, cant believe I didnt write you yesterday. Today is Monique's Birthday, she is 32 years old and thats my baby. Shelby's horse is down Mark is gone to see if he can get her up, she's old. I told Courtney she would have to tell her if any thing happens to that horse, I cant deal with myself much less her little broken heart. In two weeks, Courtney and Mike are taken me to the beach to fish, thats going to be hard without you there. OH Oh, that hurt my heart!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!!!YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE, MY LOVE.

Hey, Sweet Baby, I guess you thought I wasn't going to write today, you should know better. I think Shelby and me are going on the trip with Broussard's. Gosh, I miss you a bunch!! I've been busy today, trying to get caught up on my work. I had lunch with Renee Nacol and she thinks I need to quit digging,too. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS. TIL WE MEET AGAIN AND I HOPE THATS SOON OR I GET SOME ANSWERS.

Back from Houston, going to do some work, then about 6:30pm I'm going to listen to the guy play the keyboard. Got a lot of work next week. I forgot my medicine at home so I didnt take it for 2 days Im alittle depressed to day hope it get better tomorrow. I dont want to talk to much too depressed. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. YOU ARE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is Saturday, I'm in Houston at Rene' and Buel, Buel when to work and Rene' & me talked about you. Well, she talked I CRY. I'm doing a lot of looking in to your life, she don't like that, oH well. We are going to go shop, I need stuff for my bedroom so I can sleep there again, not the couch and the front yard. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

You know I keep thinking that this is a bad dream and I'm going to awaken with your arms around me hearing you whisper that everything will be okay. I LOVE YOU, BABY

Well, I'm writing you tonight because Triston call me tonight to invite me to Evadale at his school for breakfast for Grandparent day. I have to pick him up at 7:00 so I have to get up at 5:00. Today went pretty good. Sometimes I'll be just going down the street and I get this feeling of total lost, because you are not here. But its a little better. Then I get to you, you are going to be sorry that you left me. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, PLEASE WAIT FOR ME, MY LOVE

Good morning my love. Went to the counselor today, made 3 steps forward and 2 back. Boy, I bet you are sick of this, I just wish I had some answers. Yesterday wasn't to bad maybe today will get better. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. GOD HELP ME!!!

Well, went to the counselor yesterday and the appointment is today. Went to Grief support at Broussard's last night, I think this might work for me we'll have to wait and see. I think I got more done yesterday, than I have in the past month. My client, Dolly, said I was in a good mood, and full of joy..There were people at Support that had lost their husbands 3 months ago, they sure looked in better shape than me. Got lots of work to get done. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. Oh yea, I found a bumper for the red car and I found a bright yellow car in Baton Rouge for 2500.00 only thing no a/c no radio, radio I can get not sure about a/c. Keep looking. Love you!! Talk tomorrow.

Good Morning, Sweet Baby, I'm feeling pretty good today. I'm suppose to get some Royalties off my house and the oil wells in Amelia. The house next to me got a couple of thousand I dont know if I will get that much but any amount will help. I go to the counselor today at 1:00 and to the Grief support at Broussards tonight. Every since I screamed at God and told Him to take this pain, its been a llittle better not a lot but a little. I still LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. GOSH, I wish you new I was writing every day, I do Love you so. Got to go before I start Crying, I didn't know I could cry so much.

Well, I went to Squeeze's last night, got home about 8:30pm, the guy plays good you would love it, your kind of music. Today is hard, my chest feels like its being mashed to pieces, God when will I be free of this pain. I know you are doing great in heaven with God. Its the best place for you, I just don't know why I can't except it and move on. I LOVE YOU, MY LOVE TIL ME MEET AGAIN.