Travis Lee Meadows

Hey, Hope you are having fun, because I'm not. I think God played a dirty trick on me, by giving you to me and taking you away. I'm going to a paint class with Monique this evening. Spent the night with Courtney last night. Lost my keys, made my brother mad because I made him get up at 6:00am to open the door. Then I laid on the couch and when back to sleep, got up 10 minutes before I was due at work. I let Courtney have the red car to drive until December, hopefully I can get it fix then. You would think with as much as I have to do, I wouldnt have so much heartache, but I do. Got to go do a payroll, talk tomorrow. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH, I'M READY TO MEET WITH YOU!!!

I almost didnt write you today, went and got my Meadows dot redone, this time they put a crystal in instead of a silver ball you know how I don't like silver. I have ordered my gold butterfly. I can't seem to get Donna to call me back might have to go to Tyler, because she is going to talk to me one way or the other. I got lots of work done today, had lunch with a friend. She is going to work for me tomorrow and do a little filing and make folders for me. I feel so lonely inside. I keep hoping God is going to fix my broken heart. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, I HOPE I MAKE IT. HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

Made it thru class today, I could have skipped this class didnt have anything I really could use a lot of. So, I started writing about you and me in the class by hand, will put it on the computer and put it in the right order. I just wrote out of order, not date order. I got to get some work done I'm at work now, then I have to go see about my Meadows dot, the stud fell out & the hole closed in the back, guess need to get it redone. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.

Gosh, today has been busy. I had a class on excel today from 8:30 am until 4:30pm. and I have another tomorrow. I got a text from Timi today. She called me Flossie and the tears flowed. The class just looked. No one has called me that since you died. An old friend, Marilynn, not really an old friend but a niece of my first husband, called me yesterday and we talked about you and she thinks I should try to write a book, she thinks the cover should be a picture of the pink pig. And I'm considering it. She says its the greatest love story she has heard in years. I left class, went to the mall got my nails done and a pedicure, stopped by work to do a few things and then home. LOVE YOU AND WILL TALK TOMORROW, MY LOVE. HOPE TO SEE YOU REAL SOON.

Hey, God I missing you this morning, got up at 4:00 am to go to see a clients. Gosh, wish you were here. I miss you so much, I can't wait until the hurting stops, think it ever will? You know I really didn't want to date you, much less get this hung up. But I would do it all over again, knowing the out come!!! You gave me that much in the short time we were together. MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN,

Well, I would say good morning, but I slept today til 7:00pm. I think thats about 17 hours, But I didn't hurt. I guess if the pain gets to bad I can always go to sleep. But I have to get up and the heart starts again. Can't wait to see you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE.!!!!

Hi baby, I was busy working to day trying to get caught up. Shelby is going with me on the trip with Broussard's. She misses you also. I try to stay busy doing something all the times. Today was Good. But I still miss you;.I love you so much. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, You are my one and only. I'm ready!

Oh, I'm tired. My heart is heavy today. I just want to cry, out loud. I feel if I could do that maybe I could get some relief. But today is Peyton's party, so I will get happy on the outside. I just dont understand why, why me, why you, why us. Got to get to work this is way to hard today, I want to be with YOU why does God not know this. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY LOVE.

Good morning, Sunshine, when I open this guestbook, I see your beautiful smile and those eyes that I can get lost in. Peyton is having her birthday party friday evening. I talked to Monique last night and had a good talk. I hope she forgives me. Im still trying to get caught up on my work here at the office. I didnt work 3 weeks after you died, and since then I come to work every day; I just dont do anything, or cant get my mind going. Going to try today. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS. TIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Good morning, late to work today, had to many marqaritas. Mark called me, Shelby's horse Molly died. I cant seem to get all my work done having problems balancing books, Cant stop thinking about you. I miss you so much. I'm ready to be with you, but I can't leave Shelby, yet. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I pray God will help me. Til we meet again.