Travis Lee Meadows

hey I must be getting a little better, because I wrote you Monday and it didn't show up, a couple months ago I did that and I had a fit. LOL Went on the bus trip with Broussard's and it was alot of fun, Shelby loved it to. Kim was wonderful!! I got upset once and Shelby said now Maw-Maw, Lee wouldn't like this. The trip was interesting and fun..... I can't wait until the spring trip. Donna called me today but I told her I couldn't talk. She said she would call back. Shelby wants me to take her home. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME!!!!!

Good morning Sunshine, I love you and miss you. Talk to Donna some more and Dana. Timi maybe acting up, you need to get to her, you know you can. Tomorrow, Shelby and me are going on our trip with Broussards, Shelby just loves horses, wants me to buy her another one since Molley died, looks like everything arounds us dies. Working pretty hard, trying to get caught up. No crying so far this morning. But if I write to long I will be so I'm going to let you go. Know that I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!

Hey, did you miss me, went to McFaddin beach and my phone wouldn't work. I think thats the first day I've missed talking to you in 3 months. Couldn't wait to get home to talk to you. I had a good time, no pressure, no stress.. Maybe soon I'll be able to go to crystal beach right now to many memories. I finally got Donna to call me back. Donna said Paula gave you the soma, but I already knew that. I've got a ton of washing to do from the beach. I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH & MISSING YOU SOMETHING AWFUL. TILL WE MEET AGAIN.

Oh, I didn't sleep good last night, slept with Parker, he's a pig too. LOL Got some work done yesterday, need to get more done. Had to recharge your sisters phone this morning, gosh I hope she gets it together. Today is not as good as the last two days were. Donna called me this morning going to send me some pictures of you and me, that she has. I can't wait to get them. Got that empty feeling this morning, got to go to work. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOMETHING AWEFUL, SEE YOU SOON.

Good morning my love, Had another pretty good day yesterday, I guess the bottom is going to drop any minute. Hope to get a lot more work done today. Going to keep Monique's kids tonight. Can't wait its been so long since I've done that. Peyton is getting so beautiful, just like her mother. and Parker. Well he's just my little man, to sweet for words,but the older he gets the less he wants you to kiss him. That will change. I talked to your sister yesterday, she may be coming here. I'm going to put her in counseling, get her a job and maybe we can help each other with the loss of you. What do we have to lose? She doesn't want anybody to know, if she comings. You know her. Got to get some work done I LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY, I JUST WANT TO WAKE UP AND FIND OUT THIS WAS A DREAM(NIGHTMARE). CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU, MY LOVE!!!

Hey, baby, my day was good yesterday, got a lot of work done still have a lot to do. Courtney just loves driving that red car, she is taking very good care of it. I can tell it I see her coming down the highway, how many red Miata with smashed rear end do you think there are? LOL I go to my counselor today. I texted your sister yesterday, she was having a very bad day, I'm worried about her, she needs to come down here and stay with me, we could help each other. I sent her a picture of you and said " What would he tell you to do?" Didn't hear back from her, If I dont hear from her by Monday, I might go to Tyler to see if I can find her. I want her to come here dry out, get in counseling with me, and start her life over, and I know she can do it. You think you and God can help me with this. I know God can, but do you think he will? I can't hardly help myself, maybe we can help each other. Got to go to work. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MY LOVE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, SOON???

Good morning, Sunshine!! Sure wish I could have got up with you this morning. Oh,well. I'm going to work hard today so I can go to the beach with Courtney this weekend. This will be the first time I have gone down there since you died. I hope its a good experience and not a bad one! I dont need anything else to go bad. I just dont know who is going to take me to the third sand bar, to fish for shark. God, God, I miss you so much, when will this stop???? God it dont seem fair, I finally found someone that liked what I liked, laugh at what I laugh at, wanted to do things in the future that I wanted to do, and YOU TAKE HIM!!!Don't see the fairness in it. Got to go, Lee. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. WAIT FOR ME!!

Slept all day Sunday, didn't get up until 5:00pm went back to sleep at 11:00pm got up today at 7:30am, shouldn't be to tired but I am. My mother called me yesterday, I'm going to see her Tuesday at lunch. She's lonely too. Heart hurts today, I wish I could get mad at you for leaving me, but all I can do is CRY. Got to get to work, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, TIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Had a okay time with Courtney and Mike. Just dont seem able to have a good time since you left. I cant wait to go to the grief support class at Broussard's. I have to find something to help me through this. I'm so sorry you didnt get to meet Monique. I should have told her about you, like you told me to. I thought I knew best, but I didn't. Sorry! I miss you so much. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, HOPE WE MEET AGAIN SOON.

Well, I worked today, got Dolly caught up, I'm, getting ready to meet Courtney & Mike at Cotton's tonight. Had a good time at Paint with a Twist, founded some pictures I want to paint and put in my bedroom, I think if I change it I will be able to sleep in there, since I haven't been able since you left me. I know you didnt leave me because you want to or I hope you didn't. I'm so confused I dont know what's what!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND MISS YOU. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME.