Travis Lee Meadows

Good Morning, sweet baby, had a rough time at grief support last night.Just couldn't stop crying. My friend Marty Rutherford died last night a little after 11:00pm. He is going to be at Broussard's on McFaddin, I'm so glad he is not at Major. What is wrong with me, all my friends and love ones are dying. God, I have had enough. I'm going to painting class now it is so much fun, I think you would have had a ball with me. And I can paint a little. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL AND HEART, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE MY HEART BEAT!!

Hey, are you missing me like I'm missing you? Talked to Timi well not talk texted. I hope she come down to stay with me I need to help her, she's missing you something awful, too. I want to get her into counseling and get a job and start her life all over again. I need to help someone, Timi, Meagan, Sandy some one. I have to think you died because I'm suppose to help someone, if I didn't think that I would go nuts. I want to see Timi come around, she loved you so much. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU.

Gosh, today is hard, I love you so. I miss you so much I hardly can breathe. The pain in my chest is unreal. Will this every stop? I walk around with tears in my eyes most of the time. It just isn't fair. You were so good and loving to me, I'll never ever get over you. I hope God knows what he has done to me by taking you so soon. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL REMEMBER YOU FOR EVER.

Hi sweeti baby, Sitting at home do nothing but thinking about you. Going to Monique's grandpa's birthday, tomorrow, he is 96 and good health. Doing nothing to day but relaxing;. I LOVE AND MISS YOU MY LOVE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, REMEMBER ME

Good morning Sunshine, I sure miss that wonderful smile of yours. And those eyes, I could get lost in. I miss you so much. You think things will get better for me? I hope so. Gosh, somedays I dont know what to do without you, and others aren't so bad, I just want the good to out weight the bad, but that might not come until we meet again. Oh, you should see my butterfly in my ear, it is fine, and its all for you, the tattoo in the ear is for me, the butterfly is for you, and only you. Getting caught up, thank God. Got to go to work, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOMETHING AWFUL, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, REMEMBER ME.

Mr Travis Lee Meadows, I look great this morning, wish you could see me. Cute as a button!!! Dress is a little short but you would have liked it. I'm ready to meet you again, Think I can find another one of you down here? Oh, well, I'll just wait until we meet again, it shouldn't be that long, I can wait for you, my love. You were everything, your love made my life complete!!! Got to go cant start crying, mess up my makeup. Just remember, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME.

Good morning, didn't get home until 1:30 this morning, after we got thru at the tatoo place we went and ate. Of course, I couldn't hold anything down, don't know how I'm gaining weight; it all comes up. I want you to know that I love my butterfly, its outstanding, I think, don't know how anybody else is going to think, really don't care what they think. I hope to get some what caught up after this weekend, so I can go to McAllen next weekend. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOMETHING AWFUL, JUST WISH I COULD TOUCH YOUR FACE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!

Hey Im waiting at the tattoo place for Courtney and Mike, I got a butterfly in my ear for you. Didn't get to write last night because I went to work at 8;30am til 11:30pm. So tired this morning. Went to Broussard's grief support classes tonight, I enjoyed the class. I'm to tired to write any more. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, REMEMBER ME AND I'LL REMEMBER YOU, MY LOVE

Well, today is no better, slept late, I do that to keep from facing the day. Thats silly, I still have to get up at some point. I'm not sure when I'm going to go to McAllen this Wednesday or next Wednesday. I just want to go to get out of here. Gosh, I miss you. Going to the Beach; would be great if you were here, but your not. Got to go, Please know that I love you and miss you something awful, you are my heart and life. And you are gone. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!

Hey, I went shopping today, got some shirts and sleep pants for Shelby. I miss you something awful today, maybe tomorrow will be better. My friend from McAllen is sending me a ticket to fly down and see her. My classes start Monday and Tuesday, I'm really looking forward to them. Bad day got to go, LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I LOVE YOU FOR EVERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!