Travis Lee Meadows

Good morning my love, missed you last night. Went and listen to the keyboard man. It was good; got home about 8:30 or 9:00, ate some soup and tried to go to bed took 2 sleeping pills, still couldn't sleep, guess I'll sleep good tonight. Got lots of work to do write later, my love. Going to ACTS Retreat tonight. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, I WANT YOU BACK, MY LOVE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!!!

Well, didn't get the paint today, didn't get up until 4:00 pm, dont know why I sleep so much here lately. I got to do a Projected Statement for Hill's today, I'm going to work on it when I get through writting you. I'm going to liston to the Keyborard man. And have a couple of beers, that blows me to I never drank beer while you were alive. Don't know why, God's got so much explaining to do. ILOVE YOU MY LOVE ALL MY LIFE, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I LOVE YOU!!

When shopping for somemore stuff for the bedroom and the yard in front. Rene' got here at 1:30 I was still asleep, I when to sleep at 10:30pm Friday, guess depression is sneaking in again. But doesnt last as long as it use to. I'm going to get the paint tomorrow to start on the bedroom. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL MY SOUL MATE.

My heart is empty this morning, I want you here with me. My chest feels like someone is sitting on it. Do you think I'm going to feel good again? Gosh, God help me with this problem, I have asked, I should recieve something from you. I guess today is just a bad day, to night Court and I are going to paint at Painting with a twist the painting is Breakfast at Tiffitys. I got all new stuff for my bedroom, its going to be black and white with red accents. Need to paint the walls, see if you were here you could do that for me, my little painter. Its been 4 months now I reallly need to get into my bedroom and quit sleeping on the couch. I'm going to try and get things ready to do that this weekend. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE THOUGHT!!! I just didn't think you were going to be my everything in the beginning. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL LOVE YOU FOR EVER!!!

Hey, good morning, I must have said something I wasn't suppose to because yesterday's message isn't on here. I got to watch that, have no idea what I said. All I ever says is I love you and miss you, and don't know why God took you away, I'll never figure that one out. He took my soul and my soul mate. Sometimes the pain in my chest is unreal. MISS YOU BABY, AND LOVE YOU MORE THAN I CAN EVER TELL YOU, MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN HIS ARMS UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

My dear love, last night was hard, but I made it. I miss you so much I just dont know what to do. Oh well, the city of beaumont just showed up at my job to tell me they are cutting off the water, that's lovely. Come on God, enough is enough. I llike my clients, its my boss that is the problem. I'm going to Nacol's at lunch today, to help Renee to balance her books. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY LOVE, PLEASE HELP ME, I NEED YOU SO, CAN'T HARDLY WAIT UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!! SWEET BABY

Love you, Sweetie, missing you, but I'm going to a painting class friday, going to paint the first picture to go into my bedroom. Then I'm going to the Woodlands at the end of the month to do another. Trying to keep business. Talk to Timi yesterday, paid her phone to keep it where I can get her when I want her. She says she's come to start over we will see. Tonight is grief support at Broussards, last night was ACTS class that I'm on team for in February,2011. Just got back from voting. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART.

Good morning, lover. I know I haven't written in a couple of days but that don't mean you haven't been on my mind the whole time. I told my friend Marty before he died to tell you I still love you as much if not more than I did before you left. You will like Marty he lived life to the fullest, just like you did, but he never met his soul mate like you did in the end. I got that empty feeling in my soul today. Gosh I love you, you were the man!! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE FOREVER UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, HOLD ME IN YOUR ARMS.

Hi Sunshine, missing you this morning, but nothing new I miss you every morning. Gosh, how can anyone LOVE someone so much in such a fairly short time? You were my Soul Mate, thats for sure. Going to Marty's visitation today, hope I can hold up to it. Since you passed I no longer go home down Major, can't stand to pass Broussard's, so now I go home down Dowlen, that's got to be weird. Going to work I LOVE AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN KNOW YOU ARE LOVED BY ME, UNCONDITIONLY.

Loving you this morning, wanted to wake up to you this morning, but I guess that won't happen no more. I love you! I'm so afraid that when we meet again, you won't love me with the passion you love me here. All I can do is hope and have faith. "No one can promise they'll never hurt you cuz at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the pain." And baby you are well worth the pain. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME.