Travis Lee Meadows

So depressed this morning I dont know what to do. I need to go get my medicine. At work, want to be home. Got grief sopport tonight. lBoy do I need it. God I miss you. If only I could touch your face one more time. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER.

Well, didn't come home until this morning, took a muscle relaxer last night. I got home at 7:00 and when to bed and sleep until 12:00. I went and got some more stuff for the bedroom. I love and miss you. I'm Tired, I'll talk to you tomorrow. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER. MY ONE AND ONLY.

The message cut me off. So, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. WITH ALL MY SOUL AND HEART. Oh, yes, I'm going to start on my book again.

Well, took 2 sleeping pills last night and sleep great. I hope to day is better than yesterday. I watch 2 of the movies last night Rene's agrees it the best love story ever told. I love you for turning me on to them, can't wait to get home so I can watch the third one tonight. might go listen to the Jack the keyboard man tonight until about 9:00pm.

Gosh, It been a real hard day, I feel like I have cried all day long. Wayne's trying to beat me down, but I'm not going to let him. I know he's unhappy right now but he will get over it. I'm going to Tyler next weekend. See if I can start trouble there, maybe talk to Reggie, what you think? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, baby, looks like I'm going to have to quit my job at the CPA's office. I think I have had enough. I will work for myself and Hill's. You know I just about had enough of everything. I'm going to Houston, this evening, going to stay with Rene' and Buel, going to take the three Twilight movies. watch one after another. Should be a good old crying time, as Bella's says, "UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING." I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL AND HEART YOU WERE THE ONE AND ONLY!!!!!!

Hey, Sweet Baby, going shopping with Rene' and Buel this evening. Need my paint for the bedroom. Sick of working here, miss you!! When to sleep about 7:00pm last night, sleep all night well off and on. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING!!!!! I'll try to write more later. Oh yea, I'm going to see Bernie Allen, next Thursday, if you were here we would go together. Love

I am so tired of hurting, there's got to be a way. Do you think God will ever let me up. I looked all my life for you finally, got you and you were gone before I knew it, God not only took you. but I didn't get a chance to say Good Bye. You are my Soul Mate and always will be. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, THINK OF ME AND WAIT FOR ME!!!!!!

Hey, I hate the way things are. It is totally unfair. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!!!!!!

LOVE YOU!!!! Thats a great way to start the day, and Baby I do love you. Going to Broussard's for grief support tonight. When to ACTS last nght at St Anthony's, thats going to be great for me, because I could use it. I think I'm going to see Timi weekend of the 19th. I got Eclipse it was wonderful, I laid in the bed to watch it The first time I have been in the bed since you passed. But couldn't sleep there yet. Got to go to work. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, THINK OF ME UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. HOLDING YOU