Travis Lee Meadows

Oh, baby, you could not guess what a wonderful time your sister had today, at the paint studio.... She is real good too. I miss you, I can feel you in this house, you are my love, not sure I will live long enough to get over you. Your brother is so sweet to me. I hear him talk, sounds like you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Hey, baby, missing you something awful today. Timi is such a sweet girl, I think I need to help her. My heart goes out to her. Got to stop before I start crying. Timi and me are going to McKinney to paint tomorrow. She wants to do "Marilyn" with her dress blowing up. Can't wait to take her she'll have a ball. I'm in your mothers house writing you, I feel you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, I'm in Tyler, using your brothers, Sammy's computer to write to you. I've been all over Tyler, with you sister, Timi. Having a ball, I sure wish you were here with me. We would be out of control. Your sister is ready to go again so I'll need to cut this short. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, a little better this morning, not much, but a little. I got a lot to do today, before I leave in the morning, to go to your sisters. Got to get my nails done, my pedi, I colored my hair last night and it dark, got to do something with that!huh Clean my car, gas it up, I dont know to much to think about now. I'm going away for Christmas and my birthday with a friend, dont think I can stay here, just to awful hard, no one should have to sufer like this, NO ONE!! I couldn't have done that much bad in my life time to desire this pain. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Totally heart broken today, need my group today, just can't get pass this. God needs to help me. Got to go, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING!!!! I'll be better tomorrow.

Hey,Sweet Baby, missing you today. Got my new ring, the diamond butterfly for you, You would love it Going to ACTS tonight. Tomorrow going to Broussard's grief support, and Thursday to see Timi. Can't wait to see her. You think I'll get pass this pain, or just get used to pain & hurt? Still can't believe you left me. I think I'm in a dream and I'm going to wake up in your arms with you tell me everything going to be okay. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, didn't go to Beaumont yesterday, fixing to leave now, its 1:30pm. I really don't want to go home, but I guess I better. I bought 2 cute red chairs for the kitchen. You would love it I love you. I go to ACTS meeting tomorrow. I need to go home because I need to go to Dolly's and balance her bank account. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND MAYBE LONGER.

GOD ITS TO HARD!!!! Thanksgiving is hard can't imagine how hard Christmas going to be. Going shopping some more today then going back to Beaumont. I must be getting better, I'm going to go back and read the first messages I wrote to you and see if I can tell!!! But not today, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, I WILL LOVE YOU, YOU WERE EVERYTHING, GOD I HOPE YOU KNEW THAT!!! LATER

Got to Houston Thursday at 7:30 pm, went shopping at 11:30 pm got back to Rene's at 6:30 am this morning. Got some shopping done, found lots of things you would have loved. Gosh, I love you!!! Next Thursday I'm going to Timi's. It's going to be a hard Christmas without you my love. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. YOU ARE EVERYTHING, I DO SO LOVE YOU!!!

Well today is Thanksgivings, and you were miss something awful. When to Monique's she did most of the cooking. She did great! There were 14 of us, you would have made my heart all happy and been # 15. Today was hard, but I'm sure there will be alot more bad days. Got to go write tomorrow. and REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND MISS YOU, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN AND UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. GOD I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!