Travis Lee Meadows

Good morning, at work so glad tomorrow is Grief Support at Broussards, Man when it not there you sure miss it. Well, I got thru The 9th, thank God. I just don't know what to do now, Redo my house, move to McAllen, get another job, I just don't know what to do. My ACTS retreat is coming up this month, I'm on Team, I can't help myself, don't know how i'm going to help anybody else. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL I MEET YOU AGAIN, YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL!!

Well, I slept until 2:00pm to day. I remember today a year ago like it was yesterday. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. I MISS YOU MORE THAN I CAN TELL YOU. I WILL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL!!!!

Sad, Sad, Sad day, I dont think tomorrow will be any better.In fact today is so bad I dont want to talk, Just take something and go to sleep, But baby know this you are my heart and soul. I LOVE YOU MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, IN MY HEART FOREVER.

Well, last night was not good. My brother thought it was time he told me how crazy I am for writing you. I thought about not writing to you on Broussard's website and to just get me a journal and write in that, but who are they to tell me how I feel and whats good for me??? I know he cares about me and he's worried but no one knows what we had. I knew on January 9, 2010, you were the one and only. I got more love, support, friendship, fun and care from you in those six months than I had in a lifetime. I dont know what I'm going to do. Mike wants me to move on, I just can't do that right now. Maybe later. I waited all my life for you, I just cant walk away now. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU'RE IN MY HEART.

Good Morning, Tell your daddy Happy Birthday!!! Gosh, I'm missing you. It feels like you took my soul and heart with you, what am I going to do without you, GOD I don't know. Its to hard, I cant do this. Talk tomorrow. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOUR IN MY HEART FOREVER.

Hey, there, hope you are having the time of your life. I'm just dying in side, missing you so much. I just seem to get things going. My house is still just a mess, still can't sleep in my bed. I know things will get better, just dont know when. I got a lot of work coming up, hope that that will help. I just miss you so much. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOUR IN MY HEART FOREVER.

I'm going to try and start a new life, if I can. I think the new year was a lot harder than Christmas. I made it but bearly. I didnt know that I could miss someone so much. Loving you was the easiest thing I every did!! God gave me two soul mates, I dont think I'll get a third. You were the life of my soul and I will always love you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I'LL HOLD YOU IN MY SOUL AND HEART.

God I'm so glad I'm home. I didn't like not talking to you. I got to Tyler at 2:00 New Year eve and was a sleep by 7:00PM New Year eve. If you would have been here I would still be up having the best time of my life. Gosh, I miss you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.........

Bad day, awful. On my way to Tyler. I'll be glad when all the holidays are over. Can't hardly stand it any more. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. YOU ARE EVERYTHING!!

Hey, Sweetie, well I'm getting ready to go to Lafayette, to do the painting tonight. Then in the morning I'm going to do a payroll, then I'm off to Tyler, I dont know if I'll be able to talk to you because your brother loss his internet. So, if you dont hear from me you will know where I'm at. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE MY HEART AND SOUL.