Travis Lee Meadows

Hey, Sunshine, you will always be my Sunshine, with that smile... I'm getting ready to go to McAllen in a week, and then on August 30, thru September 3, we are going to the beach....Can't hardly wait... I had a bad week last week and this week is not any better, your birthday and our wedding day and your mother's birthday coming up. I guess I need to give up on trying to figure out what God was thinking when he took you. It's about time to watch our movie again.....I'm getting caught up on my work, thank goodness. I Love you with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING..........Wait for me.....

Well, three years today, we kissed and I said, " See you later." My heart still hurts like it was yesterday...I was at the beach, and my computer wouldn't work there. So, I didn't get to say Hello on the 2nd. Just because I don't write every day doesn't mean that I have forgotten you. It just hurts so damn much...I LOVE YOU, LEE, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me, my love.........

You know I though things couldn't get any worst for Meagan, she lost her Mother, You her brother died in 7/02/2010, her daddy died 4 weeks after you, her sister Timi died 6 months after that and now her 3 month old daughter, Mackinzie, pass on June 5, You know I just can't figure out what God wants from this girl..You know she wants to know what she did wrong, what do I say??? Meagan was a wonderful mother...But I guess you have already meet our sweet baby...You meet her at the gates, you will just love her, she was so sweet, sugar wouldn't melt in her mouth. LOL Lee, take care of our baby girl. Know that I love you with all my heart and soul......UNITL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......Wait for me.......

Gosh, My heart is broke today, its just not fair..........You were one of the best thing in my life. I love you, baby.....

Well, its been almost two months since I wrote. I have been so busy, you wouldn't believe it. I went to Shelby's FFA Benefit and she got 6 awards, Then on May 27, her school had their awards and Shelby got 9. For some reason, Shelby has desided she doesn't want to go to A & M, I told her if it was the money, we would just sell my house. But she doesn't want to do that. I told her today, we would sit down and deside what she wants to do and we will do it. Meagan made it out of high school. LOL She has a beautiful little Girl. You would just love her. Got my beach cabin for July 1 - 7, and on the 2th, we are going to let the balloons go again. Know that I still love you like it was three years back. My love has not change one bit. I will love you, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.......

Gosh, Lee, today has been so hard. Almost 3 years and today felt like July 2, my heart has been in terrible pain all day. When will this heart ache stop? Know that I love you with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING...Wait for me.....

Hey, Sweetie, I know I don't write very often now, but I look at this picture everyday; and laughter at this wife beater shirt you have on.....It's tax season, but it's almost over..thanks goodness. Know that I think of you everyday of my life...I miss you and love you with all my heart, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......Wait for me......

Hey Sweet Baby,
Oh, you would be so proud of Shelby, Last Friday, she showed her blue pig, and came 1st then Grand Champion in Jasper, sold it for 2000.00 somewhere around there. Then Sunday, she showed her black pig, didn't do as good, but it is going for sale, and I think Her uncle's company is going to buy it. She is so excited. It's suppose to get warm so, and I'm going to start on your garden. I got a big Lion and 2 med pigs and one little pink pig. LOL I hope to get the rocks in soon. The sale at the fair is Thursday, I'm going with Shelby. I love you with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.......Wait for me, my love.

Well, I got the beach cabin for July1 thru July 7 and August 30 thru September 3. Don't you wish you were here, Well, I do. When to grief support last Tuesday, showed your picture, and said a few words about you. I'm getting better. Why did you have to go??? Don't worry when my time comes, I will hunt you down like a dog.LOL I know it won't be the same, I just hope its better. Work is so hard now, don't have time to smell the flowers. Know this I will always love you with all my soul and heart, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me....

Gosh, I miss that smile when I wake up in the mornings...I can't wait until we meet again. If not for anything but for you to hold me and telll me you love. Bad day, sorry.....Until my heart stops beating.......