Travis Lee Meadows

Good morning sweet baby, Wish you were going with me this evening, you would love the 5 star motel and biloxi, ms. I could take you to the best places. I want you to have the best of everything, you deserved it. You were always giving to others it was your time. GOD WHY???? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, MY SOUL MATE, MY TOTAL LIFE LIES WITH YOU.

My "rooter", I love you so much. Back on the couch, I dont know what it is going to take to get better. I could run down the street screaming your name in a crying fit. I'm leaving tomorrow for Biloxi, Mississippi. Gosh, I hope I have some fun. I guess I'm having a bad time because I don't want to let you go, do you have any ideal how much I loved you. I waited all my life and looked all that time for someone like you, found you and God took you and I just can't get over that!!!! What could he have been thinking?? Got to go to hard to talk. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, YOU ARE MY LIFE!!!

Guess, Guess, I slept in my bed last night first time in over six months, got a new mattress, redone the bed in red, black, & white, put my painting up Love it. When you walk into that room and see that fire red rug on the floor it blows you away. You would love it. When to grief support last night. Going to biloxi, ms this friday until sunday evening. You would love this trip, we were going to have so much fun, God why did it happen??WHY??? Got to go, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, IN MY HEART AND SOUL.

Loving you today, Gosh, I wish you were here, to hold and care for me. grief support tonight, need it. This is the hardest thing I ever had to do. I just don't want to give you up. I want to wake up in your arms with you saying " Its going to be okay, baby". I know thats never going to happen, but I just keep hoping. How long do you think God's going to let me hurt? Got to go to work. Please, try to help me. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, LOVE ME ALWAYS. I'M LOVING YOU.

Good Morning, Didn't sleep good last night. Didn't want to get up. Got ACTS tonight. Sick of this cold weather. Signed up next month to do the painting " The Beach Awaits". Got to get to work, love you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, MY TRUE LOVE. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Good afternoon, Sweetie, did a little work on the house last night. Uncover the plants, so I can put dry covers. Going to run some errands, then going to Meagens to give her some papers for grief support. Then going to go to Squeezies for a couple beers and liston to the keyboard guy. Home by 8:30pm and to bed. Mean couch. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL.

Hey Sweet Baby, missing you something awful. Didn't want to get out of bed after sleeping the day before for 31 hours. I just want to sleep. Have been working to day, need to work on the house tonight. Went to Hills this morning and I'm at Dolly's now, got to work. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE MY TRUE LOVE.

Hey, was down Thursday, sleep for 30 hours, I have to get over this... At work today, dont feel any better. Got to catch up with work. I love you in my heart forever. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY SOUL MATE.

Last night was so hard for some reason, I'm so tired of try to get thru this. I know there will come a time I will, but when?? Work is so busy, but i'm glad. Talk to Timi last night, she might be coming to stay with me. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE, GOD, GOD I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!

Well, today is Tuesday, going to grief support tonight. You know I type in Travis Meadows everyday, I think I like Lee better, I know you said you were going to start using Travis, but I like Lee. Still loving and missing you, Do you think the day will come that I won't hurt anymore?? Got to get to work, just know that I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, YOU ARE IN MY HEART AND SOUL. I DO LOVE YOU, BABY!!