Travis Lee Meadows

God my chest hurts, Why Lee, just tell me Why, I loved you so. Not a good day, but then no day is a good day anymore. Well before I get cut off of here I guess I better go. Remember: UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND MAYBE MORE!!! I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, MY LOVE. WAIT FOR ME.

Good morning my LOVE, I promise I'm going to do better, I know you don't want me to be lost in this whirl wind. I'm trying to get my life back on schedule, the best way I can. I know that any minute I'm going to wake up and you are going to be holding me and says," It okay, baby, everything is going to be okay." Nobody should have to hurt the way I do, God should be able to do something. I just want one more hour with you. I just have to know everything is okay with you. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. You're the man!!

Hey sweet baby, miss you, it gets harder everyday, to write. Should it not be getting easier? ? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. I'm really going to miss you when summer gets here, you were such a summer guy.

Another week is passed, gosh, I miss you you think things will every get better? I'm just beated. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, LOVE ME!!!

Hey, my love, I went home at 4:00, got on the couch and took a pain pill and when to sleep, Dana called and woke me up at 8:30pm when back to sleep until this morning. I could sleep 24/7. I dont hurt when I'm a sleep. Going to work at Nacols today at noon when I get through at Bruce's. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. LOVING YOU ALWAYS..

Good morning love, Well, I held the picture and got a few words out. God I miss you, can't wait until I see you again. I'm doing a little better, I think, I just miss you so much I think I'm going to burst. The hole in my heart is unreal, I just want to see you one more time. Got to go, to much today. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME.

WEll, today will be very business, my love. I got grief support tonight with a pot luck, I'm going to tell them about you my love and your lovely sister. Wish me luck, this is the three one I have been to, all I do is cry maybe tonight I can talk or at least hold the picture. Rember this: I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, LOVING YOU ALWAYS.

Back from retreat, got home at 3:30 went to sleep and got up today at 11:00. I was tired. Everything went good. I'm going to call Barry tonight, to check on him, and Sammy and Toni and Meagan, when I get back from the church meeting. I love you withall of my heart. I just can't wait to see you, you are my soul mate. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND UNTIL I MEET YOU AGAIN. WAIT FOR ME!!

Well, its Thursday and I'm off to Lake Charles for the ACTS retreat. Be back Sunday for noon Mass. I hope this helps me as much as it helps the retreatant. I talk to Barry yesterday, he was doing ok, but Tuesday was a bad day for him. We all miss Timi except you, because she is there with you. I guess we will never know the whole story about Timi, like we will never know the whole story about you. Toni called me she is in bad shape, think you can get God to give her a little help, she should could use it. Got to finish packing, I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY LOVER.

Omg, I miss you so much, I have tried not to write everyday but it don't make me feel any better. In fact I feel better when I write. I love you and nothing than can say is every go to change that. You were my heart and soul, and I'm going to love you until my heart stops beating. They think I'm crazy because I write you everyday, but it helps me I think. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. MY HEART BEATS FOR YOU!!