Travis Lee Meadows

Got your mother's ashes in vial for Toni, today and your ashes in a vial for Meagan. She wanted to have one for her daddy to but Sandy wouldn't give her any ashes. Said your daddy said no!! Meagan told me today if anything happen to her would I wear her ashes, poor baby. She losed her mother 12 years ago, her brother 10months ago, her daddy 9 months ago, her sister 2 months ago, doesnt seem like she has a chance. I'm going to support this Tuesday, I really need it. I LOVE YOU UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN!! UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. I need you so much, Just one hour would do, I need a chance to say good bye and I love you.

Didnt feel well yesterday, but back at work today. Meagan is spending the night tonight. We are going to watch some movies, straighten up the house. Got to work this weekend got payroll reports to get out. Need to get to work, REMEMBER this I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. I just want one more hour with you, I want to be sure you know I love you with every breath I take!!

Well, got them flip flops done, they are just as ugly on the picture as they were in real life. Talk to Dana last night, think we are going to take a trip, just to get away. Not sure. Got to get Hill's stuff done this week so the CPA can do the audit. I'll be glad when that is over, I hate these audits. I can tell today is going to be one of those days that you are going to be on my mind all day, I just miss you so much, God should not do this to people the pain and loneliness is unbearable. Its cloudy outside and I feel so lonely. I know what you and I had something people never get, but somedays I think Its not worth it. Got to go, REMEMBER THIS: I'll always love you UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, I want you here!!!!!!!
my sweet love. I just miss you so.

Going to paint a pair of them ugly shoes you wore, going to miss grief support tonight but this is the only night they are doing this picture. You know which ones, those flip flops that were so ugly. Putting this painting in the hall. Just to laugh at every time I go down the hall. I'm going to rest peacefully soon, I hope. Need to get to work, I love you with all my heart, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. WAIT FOR ME MY LOVE.

Good morning, my love, Had a wonderful time in Tyler, Toni is doing good. Larry takes good care of her. Toni and me had a ball, we laughed and cried. It was good. It was hard to leave, Sammy is stilll not real happy with me, but oh. A friend of ya'll died while I was there "Jimbo" from morningside. When by Kenneth's couldn't find the butterfly but thats okay. Got to get to work, I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. WAIT FOR ME MY LOVE.

Just got home from Tyler talk tomorrow I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING

Gosh, Baby, I have so many secrets, I can hardly wait until I can tell these secrets, you know some of these people think they got it under control, to bad they don't. Going to the doctor this morning maybe I'll write later, but remember this I'll always love you, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

I dont know why, I said I would write when I got under control, I must have been kidding myself, I'll never be under control since you're gone. I love you Mr Meadows with all my heart and soul. I when to grief support last night, I was so blowed away, I am not sure I heard anything he said, hopefully next week will be better. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN LOVE ME ALWAYS.

The pressure is off of tax season, and the emotions are burning like wild fires, dont seem to be able to stop crying today. I'll write you later when I'm under control, I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME !!!!

Its Sunday night 10:30 just got back from Houston had a good shopping day. Talk tomorrow I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING!!!!!