Travis Lee Meadows

Good morning Sun Shine, I went to San Antonio yesterday, to see about my lap band since I had gain so much weight. They said most of the weight gain was from stress and grief from your death. Not only do I have a broken heart from your lost, I now have a fat A**. LOL My lap band is in good shape and he gave me a fill. Nice doctor I really liked him, I got back last night. I'm back at work this morning, not sure for how long. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNITL WE MEET AGAIN.You know God could send you back as a new love, that would work for me. Later

Good morning my love, I sleep for a couple days again, Just can't get enough sleep. I'm going to call Peggy and see it I can have the spot at the beach for the 4th of July? I'm going to let some balloons go and maybe get Avant to sing. I'm trying to get things to go better, doesn't seem to work out. REMEMBER THIS: I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Oh not going to Grief support tomorrow, I'm seeing a doctor in San Antonio. I love you my love.

Well yesterday didn't go good. I'll have to try something else. God, why did you take Lee, I miss him so much I don't know what to do. My heart aches for you my love. I try to stay busy, but sometimes it just doesn't help. Got to go, REMEMBER: I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, today maybe the day, who knows. I'm so tired I dont know what to do. Next Tuesday I have a appointment in San Antonio to see a doctor about my lap-band. Going to make a turn around trip leave at 6:00am get back that night sometime. Didn't get Toni Jean one of her dogs was sick, so I didn't go get her. Will later. Need to work, I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, WAIT FOR ME!!

I wish sometime I could forget, but I can't so I guess I'll have to do the best I can with what I got left. I'm going to get Toni Jean at noon today. I hope everything goes good. Got to get some work done. REMEMBER THIS: I'LL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, remember me my love.

You think I forgot about you, Not in this life time. Miss you like a fat kid loves cake. Just about got all of Hills stuff done and to the auditor, I'll be glad when I get it there. Going to go get Toni tomorrow. She is going to stay about a week or a couple days whatever she can do. She called me crying this morning, she is lonely. I know you dont want me in this sh*t but I got to do what I got to do, She is hurting. Got to get to work. REMEMBER: I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. Please wait for me.

Good morning, my love I sleep for 31 hours, didn't get up until today at 7:15am. Thats why I didn't write yesterday. I ready to go. Need to get stuff done. I got to finish Hills audit this weekend. I love you, like a fat kid loves cake. I can't wait to see you. I'm going to go get Toni the weekend of 14th. she is going to stay a few days. REMEMBER THIS IF YOU NEVER REMEMBER ANYTHING ELSE.........I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING AND THEN SOME.

Hey, loving you today, missing you forever. When to support last night. Boy, I need it. Fixing to go off on some people, hope they are ready. Got to get hill's audit ready might not get to write to after Monday, but I will try. Barry called me today, I got a copy of his Wedding to Timi and He is just excited. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Good morning, if the days don't get better I don't know what I'm going to do. I got so much to do. I just want to lay in the bed and sleep for about three days. Not feeling good to day, talk later. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Well tomorrow will be 10 months, I hurt and miss you as much as I did 10 months ago, It dont get any better no matter what people say. I had to work today to get all my payroll reports out, Fixing to go have a couple of beer and listen to Jack play the keyboard. I wish you were here with me, I MISS YOU SO MUCH UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, MY HEART ACHES FOR YOU, LOVING YOU.