Travis Lee Meadows

Loving you like a fat kid loves cake. The last thing I need was for God to take you from me. I'm sure there is a reason, just wished I knew what that reason was. But I don't think knowing the reason would make the pain any less. Just can't wrap my brain around you being gone. I waited all my life for the love and feelings you gave to me. A friend told me, Nancy, what you and Lee had some people never have, take what you got and run with it. But I don't seem to be able to do that at this point. The 2th of july is coming up fast, I wish I could just sleep the day away, but I can't. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Good morning my love. Another day missing you. I wonder if it will ever get better!! Going to the Doctor, will talk later, I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Good after noon, my love. Not good, hope to be better going to McAllen Sunday, staying a week hope to get the car fixed and find Shelby a car. I love you, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. GOSH , I miss you.

Went to the party yesterday, it was real nice. Shelby and I got our picture done with you, she made me copy it so she would have one. Sleeping 40 hours again, just got to work. I hope Saturday comes and goes fast, can't talk Please know that I love you with all my heart and soul. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Oh my God, WHY??? I love and miss you my sweet baby. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, I'LL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, today is Thursday, Monique goes on her ACTS retreat today. I hope she has a good time. The 2nd is getting here pretty quiick. I'm getting the balloons ready and the cards to attach. I think Courtney, Mike, Shelby, and me are going to let the balloons go in Fannett and Crystal Beach. Maybe if I get over this first year I can make it. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Hey, gosh, I'm tired and the day has just started. Cant wait for Sunday and our little party, Shelby is looking forward to it. She misses you so much, also. You think we will ever get over this lonelyness. When I got home yesterday I just knew you were going to be bee-boping thru the back door. I know your not! But sometimes I think, MAYBE!! I love you so much, I just can't wait to see when we meet again, how its going to be. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Good morning sunshine, Austin was okay, slept from Sunday at 10:oopm until this morning until 7:00am. The Wedding was great you would have loved it. Real classy. July 2th is coming up on me fast. I'm going to the beach and let some balloons go for you and some in McAllen for your birthday. I just can't seem to wrap my brain around the fact you are gone, that you are not going to come hopping thru the back door. You made my life so complete, I cant wait until we meet again. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my LOVE

Getting ready to leave for Austin. I'm going to try to have a great time. Know I'm loving you ever day. Until my heart stops beating.

Forgot to write today, went to the doctor first thing this morning and just forgot. I'm working on Carwash books try to get them finish before I go to Austin tomorrow. When I get back from Austin, I got an Audit in McAllen. Trying to stay business. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING