Travis Lee Meadows

Gosh I've been busy, my mother is a mess. I've just been so busy I haven't been able to write, but know you're in my mind and heart everyday. I've been at work since Friday need to get to work. Know that I love you with all my heart and soul UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING

Good Morning Sunshine, Got a lots to do today, pedicure and nail, payroll for my friend, cook for my mother, payroll reports. I need to start getting all my payroll reports out. I love you sweet baby. You know I'm still looking for you to come thru the back door. Our life together just got started, I was looking for a great life with you!! But in a second you were gone forever. You will never know how much you are going to miss someone. I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. GOD help me

Hi my love, loving you like a fat kid loves cake. Loss my keys to my trunk. Things not going good. Oh well I guess it could be worse. Going to take my mother around this evening. Got lots of work talk later. REMEMBER: I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. I do love you so!!

Hey Sweet Baby, did it again, slept from Monday night at 12 to Tues at 4:30pm. I have to do something about this sleeping. Missed last night's grief support, had to go take care of Mother. I don't like the first night because I still have a hard time talking about you. The Lord has given me a cross to bare. I'm looking forward to the day I can say your name without tears in my eyes. My mother needs me now. She wants to talk about old times and our family. I don't have time to think about us as much. But don't think for one minute I don't miss you every day. REMEMBER; I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN. Wait for me seeing you again will be glory. I love you!!

Went to Lake Charles to paint a lion, it's great just like my leo the lion. Didn't go to Tyler slept from Friday night until Sunday at noon. I just don't know why I'm sleeping so much. On the 24th of July I'm going to paint a picture of Crystal Beach and Galveston in the back ground. I love you and miss you so much. God I didn't know I could love you so much. God I hope you know I miss you and STILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Oh, just got to work, slept all day, I'm tell you I have got to get out of this. Talk to Tomi Jean going to give her a little help, see what she does with it. Going to Tyler tomorrow to see Toni Jean. Look who was so crazy about these Tomi Jean, Toni Jean, Joan Jean. Sometime I dont know who I'm talking to. I love and miss you, I never thought I would love someone so much, when you left you took my heart with you. Just hold on to it for me until we meet again. I LOVE YOU MY LOVE UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Hey, sweet pea, I am so sleepy can hardly hold my eyes open go to counciling at 12:00 then I think I'm going to go home and sleep. That seem to be all I do is sleep, can't get enough. Got to get payroll quarterly out, lots of work. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. WAIT FOR ME!!

Good Morning, Sweetie. I close my eyes and I see your face. No matter where you are; you are on my heart, I may never get over you. I never planned on loving someone so much, I miss you so much. With out you, makes life hard to live. REMEMBER; I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING; UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN

Hey, missing you something awful today. Its been a year you think it would get better, but it hasn't yet. God what I would give to wake up and you be beside me! OMG I misss you, I love you so much, why can't I get pass this? I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my love!!!

Well I made it back from McAllen last night. Wrote a note to Tomi Jean, I hope she is okay. Love and miss you, got more to do today than is possible. You know I pierced my nose. Well that wasn't meant to be, and I didn't like it. It fell out this morning. My family is happy. Got to get to work, REMEMBER I love you with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.