Travis Lee Meadows

I don't know what I did. I won't be able to talk much. I have so much to do before I leave. I'll be able to talk after I get to McAllen, I LOVE YOU MY LOVE UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.

Good morning, sweet baby. Loving you today like a fat kid loves cake. I'm so busy today leaving tomorrow for McAllen.

Today is Friday, if I sleep most of the weekend I won't miss you so much. What am I going to do without you??? Loving you and you loving me back was everything I ever asked God for, and I had it for a little while, but I wanted it for ever. I wanted to grow really old in your arms. Having you hold me all night while I slept was heaven to me. I want you back! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Well, I got my tickets for Vegas and a car, going to the dam, be gone 7 days. Got lots to do, I love you with all my heart and soul. My heart wants you to be here with me and going to Vegas, you would love it, my fun loving man. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.

Thinking about you, and missing you today. Will my broken heart ever heal???? I love you so very much. Got to go REMEMBER THIS I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Lost another friend, Aaron, going back to Nederland friday for his service. I miss you so much, will it ever get any better my love? I'll talk to you later. REMEMBER THIS: I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Still trying to get tickets for Vegas. You are such a fun loving guy, I can't realize what the world would be like have you lived. I know in my heart that God took you for a reason, I just don't know what that is! I dont want no body but you. A friend told me about two books and I bought them, "90 minutes of Heaven and Heaven is real". I cant wait to read them. I'm leaving on the 9th or 10th of August for McAllen and on 20th thru the 28 for Vegas. not going to have much time to write, BUT REMEMBER THIS YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE, YOU HOLD MY HEART, AND I'LL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING..Wait for me

Trying to get tickets to Vegas. If you were still here, tell me you wouldn't just be so happy you couldn't sit still. LOL I just could see you getting off the plane in Vegas, I would have to tie your butt down. My heart aches so much right now I can't catch my breathe. Personally I dont think God should let anyone hurt so much!!!I want you to know::::::: I'LL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Didn't get to bed until 3:30am, it's 9:30am, I'm at work, talk about tired. I just got to get these payroll reports done and Hills payroll, I would love to go back to bed. Talk later, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, AND MAYBE LONGER, you're mine..

Gosh, its 8:45pm, just getting started on Hills payroll. If you were here you could talk to me and keep me company. I went and worked at Nacol's today. Tonight I'm doing Hills. In 2 weeks, I'm going to Mc Allen, be back on the 15th or 16th, that's your birthday or your mother. Leaving on the 20th to go to Las Vegas with my daughter, Courtney, until the 28th. She is playing in a pool tournment for $250,000.. Wouldn't that be nice. Supposed to get the red car fixed while I'm in McAllen. Got to get this payroll stuff done, REMEMBER: I WILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me, my love