Travis Lee Meadows

Won district last night at pool. Might get to go to Vegas again for Nationals.WooHoo!!! Well, I have played hard the whole month of August trying to run away from the pain of lossing you, well, I'm a month behind on all my accounts, and I still miss you like a mother. I need to start my life over I just dont know how. I need to get my work caught up, so If I miss a day or two writing know that I'm busy, But I STILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.

I love you baby. Wish you were here. Ms. Hill has a beautiful place at Sam Rayburn...14 ac. on the lake. Five bedroom up and down. You would have gone crazy. WHY, WHY, WHY.
"You never know how strong you are until life gives you no choice and you are forced to be your own hero." I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Going to the Lake with Ms Hill taking mother, we are going to leave tonight. She has a nice place up there. You would love it and all the fishing you could do. You would go crazy. I miss you so much, I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.
I will need you when I get there.

Gosh, I'm loving you like a fat kid loves cake. Took Shelby to get school clothes last night, got some cool things for her. Got a few cute ones for me. We got a storm moving in this weekend. Its a holiday, but I think I'm going to stay home with my mother. I would love to go to Crystal Beach and fishing with you. Think you can go????? When you coming back????? I need you. I meet this guy at pool and he has them short fat hands you have, short like you too. Is it you???LOL Need to get some work done. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.........

Good morning sweet baby, I want to know why I'm not getting any better. I just don't seem to let go. My heart aches most of the time, I'm in the dumps, can't seem to get up and going. I know you get tired of me wining all the time, I just can't help it. Loving you was so easy, I never had anybody that loved me like you did, or they didn't know how to show it like you. I want you back, you think you can come back as some one else????? LOL I just want you to hold me one more time while I sleep. I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me........

Today is Meagan's Birthday, spend most of the day with her. I just want to take her and take care of her. How do people get so far down. To day has been bad. I LOVE AND MISS YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.......

Hi, I miss talking to you everyday, Vegas was good, Courtney played great, I left before she did so I don't know how much she won. I know they were in the money just where I'm not sure. But of course, as soon as I hit the City Limits of Beaumont everything came down around my feet. You know it's just so hard to fill this big old hole in my heart. You know loving you was great, the best, losing you was the worst thing I ever had to do. But I'm so happy you picked me what we had there are a lot of people who never have that kind of love. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me!!!

Imma hurtin Leee! Heres sumthin for us.. I'm sorry I lost you but WE only KNOW how to relate!
Life ain't always beautiful!
Sometime it's just plain hard!
Life can knock you down! It can break your heart like WE KNOW!
Life aint always beautiful ... you think your on your way and it's just a dead end road at the end of the day!
But the struggles make you stronger and the changes make you wiser and happiness has it's own way of taking it's sweet time to make you stronger!
NO life AINT always beautiful...
Tears will fall and fall!
But life with you was a beautiful ride!
Life aint allways beautiful
Allmost EVERY minute of the day I miss your smile!
I get tired of walking all these lonely miles without you!
I just wish for just one minute we could back up the time and be happy once again! Before anything else you tried to create as a life!
I can try to dream but life don't work that way... but the struggles make me stronger and the struggles make me wiser!
Happiness has it's own sweet time of takin it's place...but know that you are gone where is that place?
NO life aint always beautiful but I guess I will be fine! We will SEE! Will you see that I am?
I will allways love you LEE! IMMA so sorry you let go as you wanted us to start again! MAYBE I could of saved you as I did in the past! I'm so sorry things had to end this way!!

Miss me??? I'm in Vegas since the 20th until the 27th. When to Fremont St. and rode the zipline. Having a good time. Courtney got in the money but is out now. It's hard to get to write and will write again Saturday. I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING

Wednesday was awful. I missed you so much I didn't think I was going to make it. I'm not sure why I'm still here, but I'm sure Gods got a plan, just wish I knew what it was. I can't wait until we meet again, I'm never going to let go of you. I'm going to hold on with all my might.I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my love.