Travis Lee Meadows

Good Morning, my love.. I'm back going to grief support. Just couldn't make it. I have had a awful time for the last 4 days. I know I keep saying the same old stuff, but what was God thinking???? You were my heart and soul. We had something alot of people never have. In fact, after 46years of marriage to three men, I got more from you in six months than I ever got from them. And to think that I knew you for about 20 yrs and let you get away. Sometimes I think maybe I'm not suppose to get over you. Maybe God gave me you to carry me to my death. Don't know but I will find out. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my love..............

Know that I love you with all my heart. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......

I love you my love. Just can't get over not being able to get over you. I wonder sometimes that may be I'm not willing to get over you. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.

Good Morning, my love, working on payroll reports, missing you alot this week. I guess its going to take dying to get over you. I know one thing for sure, you will be going NO WHERE without me after we meet again. I'm talking about stuck like glue.LOL Just to talk to you, about sh*t, go down to the beach and lay out..I'll never stop loving you. UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. You think you could give me a little sign??? I do love you so.......

For some reason, I'm having a hard time and I don't know why.. Could be that I' m sick and getting shots every morning. Hopely, tomorrow is the last of the shots. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me......Please......

You told me one time, we were perfect for each other, I think you were right....Who but us, God I LOVE YOU......Don't leave me Lee, I can't live without you, You are what makes me ....Me. When we meet again, you will not get out of my sight. REMEMBER I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me my Love.

Well, I tried not writting to see if things got better, they didn't My heart aches all the time, Gods got to do something. I hope everyday will be better but its not, what you think God is thinking. Why did God bring you into my life???? The time we had together some people never have, but then they don't know this pain....I LOVE YOU AND WOULD NEVER GIVE UP ANY TIME WE HAD TO GETHER, REMEMBER THIS I WILL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN, BY LOVE.......

Well haven't written in a week, been busy and sick, been sick since last Thursday. I've missed you and don't know what to do. Things just can't seen to get better.. BUT KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me, my sweet.......

Missing you!!!! Loving you like a fat kid loves cake!!!!!!!!
Can't wait until I see you again. I got so much to tell you.....
I wonder what God is thinking, you know that hole in my heart is suppose to be getting smaller not larger....I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, Wait for me, my love!!!!

Back from Tyler and had fun. Got some things done.. Got court in the morning with Mother. Got "Contest of appointment of guardian to type for my brothers. I'll let you know when the thing I told you I would take care of happens.......REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me......