Travis Lee Meadows

Good morning, Sunshine. I'll know something today about you. I love you and can't let it go unfinish. I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING, if this doesn't go threw I don't know what I'll do. Just wait for me.

Well, I'm back, The seminar was good. Did some shopping while I was in Houston. The closer it gets to Christmas the more I miss you. I'm going to see Toni Jean around New Years. I got a lots to do before Christmas so if all you get is a I LOVE YOU. That why I'm Busy. YOU ARE MY SOUL MATE, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. Wait for me.....

What a ugly day, I would like to see some sun.....Going to an IRS seminar leaving this evening coming back Friday night. Might not get to write. But know that you are my SOUL MATE...you make the world worth living....I love you, Lee with all my heart and soul, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING...Wait for me.....

Good morning, my love. Christmas is coming up fast. I miss you so much. I hope Christmas is good, so far its worse than last year, suppose to get better, but its not.This hole in my chest is unreal...... I HOPE I get some good new on the 21st .....I love you. You made my heart feel like 14kt gold, I felt so much love from you.....Wait for me my love......UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING........

Spend the weekend taking care of Mother, When to the Christmas Paarty Broussard's had. Tom played and sang He was wonderful....................But as usually I couldn't hold it together......God give me a break..... I WILL LOVE YOU LEE, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me......

Missing you.......There gots to be a way out of this. That song Vic Gill sings,"getting over you is going to take dying". Well I now know where I stand. I tried not writing every day and things got worse. So, I'm back to writing everyday. You were should a wonderful person...loving...giving...taking care of....when you died you sucked the life out of me...what I would give for one more day...God I hope you knew how much I loved you. You put a smile on my face that I didn't think was possible. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me...

Tuesday was sooooooooo hard. My sweet Shelby let it all go at support.....Bless her heart I couldn/t help her. I can't help my self. This is suppose to be getting better, its getting worse. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING............Wait for me..........

Good Morning my love, got sick, bad tooth, Tuesday night, face got big, and hurt, Been on Amoxicillin and Hydrocodone for 5 days, think I might make it now. Need to get cut out, thats wonderful here at Christmas. I miss you. There is so much going on, we could be doing. Got to get to work .....LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me.........

Good morning my love, Christmas is coming up fast, I just want it to be over, missing you to much during the holidays. Oh my God will I ever get pass this???? I'm sure people who see that I'm still writing you think I'm nuts.....But my heart hurts so much, I can hardy believe in should a short time you took over my heart and soul. Think you can come back as someone else????? What was God thinking.....I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING..........

Miss me, Gosh I've been so busy. Cooked until 2:30 am Thursday, had dinner with my family and Ms Hill. Started shopping at 9:30pm Thurs until 7:30 am Friday, slept until 12:00pm Fri when to Evadale to bring Shelby's purse to her, came home got dress and started shopping again until 8:00 pm Tired going to bed;.... Know that I love you and miss you....UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.