Travis Lee Meadows

Well, I go to court tomorrow....yoo hoo!!!! I have been so busy getting all my stuff done. Loving my new medicine....Played pool last night,,,Lost... Getting stuff ready for the beach..I'm taking you too...Put the top down, you in the seat next to me....And away we go......I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING......Wait for me.......

Well, I wrote you a long note yesterday, but it didn't show up...Maybe I can remember what I said...I talk to the man, things are not going to come off like I wanted them to, but as long as someone gets it I don't care. Just as long as the person that gave you the lotion to get the ring off......Doesn't get to keep it.....The medicine is doing good. Can't wait to go to the beach, I guess, I'm taking Meagan with me...She is not leading the life I want for her, but I guess as long as she is happy.. Got to go to work, REMEMBER: I LOVE YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me my love.....

Good morning Sunshine, The new Medicine is WONDERFUL...I just might make it. I love and miss you something awful..I can't wait until we meet again, just to have you hold me one more time.I love you, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING. Wait for me, my love.....

Well......Things aren't good.. Went to bed Saturday at 9:00pm got up Monday at 2:30pm....Can't get the new medicine....has to be pre approved or something like that...I might just have to pay for it..I'm coming up on 2 years you have been gone...I just want to rent a billboard and tell the world how much you are missed and loved.....UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me.....

Good morning Sunshine, hopely I'm coming out of my hole. I got some new medicine hope it works....LOL I'm just about got all my stuff moved to Hills leaving Bruce's. I called the man today waiting on him to call me back.....Went to the beach yesterday and looked at the cabin I got rented for the 4th going to let some balloons go again this year...Gosh, I miss you. You can't amagine how my life has changed since I lost you...I was looking at the rest of my life with you..Didn't happen thought.....My brother is working on the little chest that belong to you, he's refinishing it. I'm going to put your ash on it with you angel pig....Getting the new tattoo in the next couple of weeks.....LOVING YOU UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING........Wait for me, my love.....

Well, life has been awful the last couple of weeks....But I trying hard...I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....

God, what were you thinking??? Lee, these last three days have been the worst days since you died....I went to Tyler I cried all the way up there, while I was there, and all the way back.....Everytime I go to Tyler it gets harder and harder...I didn't get to see Sammy and Tammy, maybe next time...I'm not sure Sammy has forgiven me about Timi Lynn's funeral, I hope so I loved his Brother and Sister like there was no tomorrow and there wasn't...A snake belly would be looking up, Depression is awful..Know that I loved you like you will never know.....UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING....Wait for me, Lee.....

Well, it looks like I don't have time to write everyday like I would like too. Taken care of mother is a job in its self. I wish you were here you could help me with her. That beautiful smile you got would keep her smiling too. I love you, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING.....Wait for me.......

At work, took the morning off, took Mother to get her hair done and while I was there, I had 3 in. cut off my. I should finish up with Hill's, Yea!!!! Think I'm going to Tyler this coming weekend and then next weekend I'm going to McAllen for a week....I just can't seem to stay home anymore since you're not there. Keep smiling because I can feel it. With all my love, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING........

Yea, I got the beach cabin for 7/1 thru 7/5...Can't wait...Might cry the first 2 days, thinking of you, but maybe I can cry myself dry and fish the next 3 days....LOL Still working on Hills...Be glad when this is over. Got to go KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART, UNTIL MY HEART STOPS BEATING........