Joshua Jaye Martin

Dear Joshua Martin,
I don't believe anyone really understands how a child can feel when they lose their father. You weren't my real dad but you did teach me a lot, show me unconditional love and you did so much for me. No one can make me regret the relationship I had with you. My blood father wasn't really there a lot. You were. Therefore you will always be a father in my eyes. Never Forgotten. ~Kaity

still remembered

Cant believe it's already 4 years, I miss you more than you can imagine, but untill we meet again, I love you with all my heart, and I can't wait to see you! <3

miss you

Dear Joshua,
Please pray for our gurlz. ALL of them are lost without you. I don't know why I still visit this page. I know if all you had were a tombstone to go to, I would never stop by to talk to it. Just like my grandpa, I know where he's buried, but I just won't go there. I know you've left but without seeing you in a casket or your name written on alabaster stone, the memories of you smiling and laughing live on in my mind, and how you taught us to love lives on in my heart. I hope you found your parents. I think about that too. Today you must be paying me a visit. Because I can't stop thinking about you. Madison is losing herself. Pushing away instead of pulling near. I wish you were here to talk to these girls. What a great man you were. You were like pawpaw in that you could love everyone in your special way, enough to make anyone feel important and valuable. I still miss you on somedays and special occasions. You, like my grandfather, will always have a mark on my heart. I carry some really great memories wherever I go. I'll be praying for the kids here, I hope you're talking to their hearts and sending out love to them no matter where you are. - Brandy

At this point, I don't know what to do. They say it will get better but day by day it hasn't. It doesn't feel like you're with me, I want myself to believe you are. I want to take this time to tell you I'm sorry. I feel like that's all I can say is sorry. I love you . I have to say its been the slowest not interested years ive been through. Daddy I miss you.

It's been over two years now, and it still dosent seem real, there's not a day goes by that I don't think about you, and wish you where still here, to come back, or even to just hug you and hear your voice one more time, There's no one who has ever been more important to me thought everything, you meant so much to me & even thow you wasn't around much before, I still love you, like you never left. But now that your really gone, I've never felt so broken over something, I feel like I lost the most important person in the world to me, I wish you got to see all they things I've accomplished, and the things on my future. But I know your with me, watching me from above. Protecting anyway you can, like I know you would. But untill we meet again in heaven, I'll always be daddy's little girl, & I love you & miss you with all my heart.
-Erin Jennifer

Daddy my one long time favorite, never left his side.. and never wanted to. I miss him alot. ALOT. Just glad he was able to raise me and my sister, He wanted us to grow up and be beautiful and he wanted other people to say,"You have the most beautiful daughters josh, and you're raising them just fine."
I luv you daddy. Your little girl, Katie

Thinking alot about you. Seems like I am doing everything I can to keep moving forward but my thoughts always go back to you. Ten years of you being my better half. Ten years of you being a dad. Such a long time and not easily swept under the rug. Me and the girls went from you taking such good care of us and watching over us, to figuring life out without you being there to go to for advice or even just to talk us through it. We miss you. Very much. Everyday. Moving forward has been the hard part. I know that you are in heaven still watching out for us. Probably praying for us too. While others had been accustomed to you not being there, we (the girls and I) are just learning how to deal with it. Love you and miss you dearly. Love from your wife and daughters.

Hey i love you so much and miss u so much i wish u were here to watch me grow up and support me though all my hard decions. but i no you are right beside me every step of the way I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH I WILL ALAWAYS BE A DADDYS GIRL!!!