Judith Ann Colley

Judi, I just want to tell you that I miss you and love you. I am tring to help watch after Bootsie. I see your daughter hurting for you . She is just not the same person that she was before you left this world. She is losing all kinds of weight and she seems to be pushin people away. She gets upset faster now and wants to spend more time alone. But most of all she wishes she could have u back. Well have good rest and know that u are greatly missed.

Mom, I came to see u last week. I left u a wreth that I made for you. It still kills me that u are not here. I dont know if I can take much more of this. I do know that on the 21st when its my birthday I will not be happy. I dont even want to do Christmas without u. I still think that it is not fair for the Lord to take u away from me. Ever since u left I have been losing weight and now I have lost a total of 94 lbs. I will write u later . I love you Mom. Love always and forever , Your daughter, Kelli

Judi, Hello friend. Sure do miss you.I wont be much of a christmas with out u here.Miss u very much.I love you always. Love , donna

Mom it is now Dec 1st. And in 20 days it will be my birthday and 1 year since we had our picture made. All 5 of us . Now u are gone and I am lost. I dont want to go on mom. I am tired of livin without u. I want to leave this world and be with u. I saw Abbie on Saturday she is growing up so big . She is now 2. I am going to make sure she remembers u. I showed her a pic of u in your weddin gown she called u a "princess" . I love and miss u mom.

Mom, Today is 10 months since u left and it is Thanksgiving . I didnt have much to be thankful for . All i wanted was you I miss u so much. These holidays are hard to face without you. Mom there isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of u. I love you Mommy. Happy Thanksgiving my wondeerful Lady. I am going to try to come see u saturday.

Mom, Thanksgivin is on its way and so is the 10 month since u left me and Bootsie. It is hard to be happy with the upcoming holidays without u.Bootsie and I miss u so very much. I love u mom.

Mom Well it has been 9 months now and it still kills me everyday that you are not here. Mom I miss you so very much. I dont know what happened. All I know is i wish this was all a bad dream. Bootsie is doing great. She and I have become very close. I catch myself holding her more and more when i am upset and missin u which is all the time. . I love you mom. And Happy halloween.

Mom, Well the time has come again and in a week you would have been gone 9 months. I am still having a very hard time with it. I wish I had someone to help me deal with the loss of you. I have been sick for the last week. I cant talk hardly and when I am alone I cry more. I am alone most of the time now. I feel it is harder each passing week and month to deal with the fact I will never hear your voice telling me that things will be ok. I Love you Mom!

Mom, The time is gettin longer since u left and the pain seems to be gettin harder. I find myself crying more everyday. I miss my wonderful "lady" so very much. I have your picture on my wallpaper on my phone just so I can have u with me every where i go. I love you mom please watch over me.

Mom, The last couple of days have been sad for me. I was going thru some pics on my myspace and I found some pictures I had of you. I miss you so very much . Mom there are times that I wish that this was just a bad dream. and I would wake up and you would be here. But I wake up and realize u are not going to be here to make everything ok for me any more. Mom this hurts so much. Why did u leave me? I love you and miss you so very much.